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>Well honey, I guess you can say I have a very strong >attachment to my Momma and Daddy. Sure they spanked my >bare butt whenever it was needed, but they have also >always been there for me when I needed them and I >believe they will be as long as they live. Momma and I >hang out together constantly, there isn't a day I >don't see her or talk on the phone with her. We love >to go out and have lunches and shop together. As far >as Daddy goes, I've been his "Baby Girl" since I was >born and always will be. So yes, I can honestly say, I >developed a strong attachment to them I won't even say >"In spite" of the fact they spanked me. That was just >part of growing up. > >I can seriously only think of one time where I got a >spanking from either one of them I didn't deserve. I >had been falsely accused of a prank I didn't do. When >I was in High School I had a teacher I really thought >the world of. Most students were quite fond of her. >She had a gold apple on her desk, It was a gift from >her Momma and Daddy when she got her degree to teach. >She always had it sitting on her desk. One day she had >to leave the class room for a few minutes and one of >the girls thought it would be funny to steal her >apple. She came in and saw it was missing. At first >she just asked who took it, but nobody spoke up. But >then she started getting upset. She started to cry, >and finally said, she was going to go to the office >and get the Principal. While she was out of the room, >I went to the girl and told her to put it back, she >refused. After several times of asking, I finally >grabbed her backpack and took it. I warned her I was >going to kick her butt and she knew I would do it, so >she didn't stop me. So I was returning it to her desk >and literally got caught by the Teacher and Principal >with the apple in my hand. The teacher was shocked to >see me holding it and since I had a reputation of >pulling some harmless pranks from time to time. She >assumed it was me. She was really hurt by it and the >Principal was angry, He escorted me to the office. >Momma was called to the School for a conference. At >first I tried to deny it but I was caught with the >apple in my hands so as far as everybody was concerned >I was guilty. I didn't even try to defend myself. >So during the discussion, the Principal told us he was >thinking about suspending me. After a long discussion >with Momma I was given two weeks of detention and two >weeks of ECS which meant I'd be missing out on >Homecoming. Momma promised that I would be dealt with >at home too. I was sent home for the day and she >scolded me all the way home. But I still didn't defend >myself. When we got to the house she got her hairbrush >and blistered my bare bottom good and then told me I >was grounded for two weeks. I was in my room alone >and feeling like the whole world was against me. Then >when Daddy got home and we sat down to dinner, Momma >told him what happened. The look on his face, I've >never forgotten it. The disappointment in his eyes was >haunting. He told me we'd have a talk after dinner. I >figured I was in for another spanking. I just picked >at my food and then asked to be excused. I was laying >in my bed when Daddy came in. I asked if he was going >to spank me too, and he told me, "No Sonya, I'm not >going to spank you. But I have never been so >disappointed in you in all my life." Oh my God, >hearing him saying that was like a knife in my heart. >I literally cried all night. The next morning I was >getting ready to go to School and for the first time I >hated the thought of going. When I got there, word >had already gotten out about me stealing her Golden >Apple. People avoided me, most wouldn't even look at >me or they gave me the side eye and whispered about >me. The only people who would talk to me at all were >Mark, Ramona, Jeff and Allison. Others would say to >them, "Why are you talking to that trash?" After >School, I reported to detention which instead of being >in the library or commons area, was in an unused >classroom. I sat their literally by myself for two >hours. Mark was waiting for me outside when I got out. >Bless his heart. He asked me why I was taking the >blame when I tried to do the right thing and I started >crying and said, "Why should I, nobody will believe >me." We ran into Ramona and Jeff and Ramona was saying >she was going to tell them the truth, I just said, >"don't please, they'll just thing you're trying to >defend me because you're my best friend. I don't want >everybody hating you too." Then I went home and went >straight to my room. Momma tried to talk to me, but I >had nothing to say. When she called me to dinner, I >wasn't hungry. She said, "Come on Baby, you have to >eat something." I just stayed in my room that night. > >The second day, I got through the School Day, I was >still the talk of the School but not in a good way. I >sat through the detention and when I came out, a girl >who was friends with the real guilty party was there. >I figured she was their to gloat or make fun of me, >and walked past her without saying anything. But she >followed me. I was getting ready to fight her when we >were off the School grounds and she just asked me why >I didn't rat the other girl out. I said, "No one will >believe me" She said, "I know you didn't do it" and >then she left me standing there. I went through >another evening of sitting in my bedroom. Daddy came >into my room and sat down with me. I couldn't look at >him because I had disappointed him. He told me, "Baby >Girl, you might think the whole world is against you. >But it's not, We'll always be there for you no matter >what. We're always going to love you." I had dinner >with them that night. While was still a little >uncomfortable at least I didn't feel alone. > >The next day I got through and had just reported to >Detention when I was called to the Office. I was >wondering what was getting ready to happen. Have they >decided to suspend or expel me? I don't know. I >walked into the Principal's Office to see Him, The >Teacher, and Momma all sitting in there. I was trying >to not start crying when I sat down next to Momma. >The Principal apologized to me. Then told me they >found out I hadn't stolen the Teacher's Apple and had >the person who really took it. Then he pressed the >button on his phone and said, "Send her in." I was >wondering if it was really her or maybe her friend >decided to take the blame. I was shocked to see it was >really the girl that took it. She was looking really >scared. No where near as arrogant as she usually >looked. She apologized to all of us. She said, "It was >a stupid thing to do and I got mad at Sonya for taking >it away from me to put it back. I should have said, >it was me but I just let her take the blame for it." >She started crying and said she was really sorry for >getting me in trouble. The Principal started chewing >her out. not only about the prank but letting me take >the blame for it out of spite. He told her then she >was looking at a suspension for what she did. She >started crying harder and I stood up and said, >"Please, don't suspend her." It was a mean prank and >mean that she let me take the blame, but please don't >suspend her. The Principal said, "I'm going to meet >with her parents when we're done to discuss what's >going to happen with her and I'll make my decision >then." then he asked why I didn't speak up for myself >and I told him. "Well everybody was so sure I did it, >I didn't think anybody would believe me." The teacher >stood up and hugged me apologizing for jumping to >conclusions. The Principal told me, that he would have >this removed from my Academic Record and apologized >for what I'd been put through. Then he wrote a note >for the girl to take home and dismissed all of us. I >felt like the weight of the world had been lifted off >my shoulders. Momma and I were on the way home and she >stopped and looked at me. I asked her what was wrong >and she started to tear up. She said, "Baby why didn't >you tell me?" I said, "Momma, it's like I told the >Principal, everybody was so sure I had done it, I >didn't think anyone would believe me." She burst into >tears and held me tight crying and apologizing to me." >Daddy and I also talked later out in the garage while >he was doing some work. He told me how proud he was of >me for standing up for that girl when they were >talking about suspending her even though I had been >punished because of her. > >The next day, after School I saw the girl after the >conference they had with her parents. I asked if she >was ok because she was crying. I asked if she was >suspended or not. She said, "No, I got a week of >detention and ECS. I was surprised that it was only >five days, and she said, "He gave me a choice of two >weeks or a week and five licks." I took the week and >the licks. I said, "Ouch" and she said, oh that's not >the half of it. When I showed the note to Momma and >Daddy, he took off his belt, made me drop em and he >beat my bare ass." I said, "I thought I heard you say >you don't get spanked." She said, "I lied because I >didn't want anyone knowing I did." Then she said, "On >top of that, I'm grounded until Homecoming, and when >the Principal was getting ready to give me the licks >Daddy told me to drop my drawers first." I said, "You >got paddled bare?" she said, "I sure did and it hurt >like hell." Her Daddy hollered for her to come on and >as she was walking over to them, she turned and asked, >"Do you think we can hang out some time? I said, >"sure, after your grounding is over, maybe we can hang >out." > >Anyway, back to your question, I have a very strong >attachment to the two people who punished me the most.

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