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ikeya
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Date Posted: 22:51:50 10/26/04 Tue
I tot i used to know y i am on this earth: exceling in results, eca, knowing more frens, being nice to my family (which i hardly do that). These objectives suddenly do not make sense to me now, at all. All the things that we strived for over the years, the goals taht motivated us through the long period of studenthood has disappeared. Now, all that we are left are the goals of unknown. Unknowning what goals we shd set this time, and wat is the point of being in this world at all.
have you wondered did we encountered this phrase of life when we started our primary education? The period of searching for a purpose in life during that journey of our life?perharps we are too shallow then to ponder deep. we brought our bags to schools aimlessly, doing wat every1 else was doing. it was not until a few years later in upper primary that i started to be couscious of any purpose in life.
perharps we are once again in the phase of unconscious, doing wat everyone is doing aimlessly, waiting for our purpose to find us in near future. hope by then, we all start gaining oursleves back, become stronger, better and chioer! ha
im gald all of u treasure ur familes this much. I hope i do too, but my family isnt the pillar of support that hold me on. they each are as weak and isolated, i wouldnt b surprised if some stranger at the streets doubt our kindship when he saw my family "walking" together. All these years no one provided another much of a support, except an occasional word of advice or concern. I have learnt, well, i would say i have never learnt, how to concern any of my family members. So girls, it is very important to enforce strong family values to your future familes! do not neglect that!
i would say i have grown up with minimal emotional and physchological support from my family, but frens did pillared me through my entrie life. That is y, it is U that is very important to me! throgh all the years of rain and shine, i have ironically learnt to appreciate care from those not related to me, yet nelgect those whom are bonded to me. yet from this way, i have cultivated a way of growing strong in this different kind of mentality.
it is time to teach my family some family-values. but are they willing to unlearnt their "old concept" and accept that family should b pillars of tehir life? i gave up hope on some of them.
I guess i have lost my foot a little, forgot some of my past, how i grew strong and purposeful like the last times. i seach for my soul which ran off a little, may we all pillar each other up thr this "identity crsis" and grow strong together
abt the dim sum... still onz on 15th los, how abt i treat the rest of u (except mun) to da dong! dan i treat 15th again espw if mun at thomson kipitiam? set ar!
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