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I'm so sorry to hear your story. I hope I can help you in some way. How did the follow up appointment go? I'll write more tomorrow-it's 1 am and I have to get to bed.
Thank you for posting your story. It is heart wrenching - and it took courage to write it.
The best way to "fix it" in this situation is to figure out how you can best heal. There are many ways that people find to cope and recover from traumatic experiences. I want to encourage you to visit here:
There's a page of links to other helpful sites there.
It's really important that you work through all this - as it will have lasting effects on you. You may already realize that.
Going back to church actually would be a very good idea. We all need to take care of our spirit - and that's the best place to be when we're in hurt or need.