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Date Posted: 16:55:38 04/07/02 Sun
Author: k
Subject: Rambling. Purpose: Irritation

Two halves that never come together. Opposing forces. Emptiness on one side, full on the other, and a wall inbetween.

Pathetic attempts to break down.

I can sit here and tell you that I spent hours hitting my head against the walls and cutting myself with knives and safety pins.

But it's just words.

No feelings are shared, sympathies are forced and therefore phony. No one else can fix my problem.

My two sides
Seperated.

Faces on the inside
Sticking their tounges out at eachother
Like children fighting on a playground.

I hurt myself on the playground,
Way back when
All I needed was the cloud in front of my eyes,
Natural idealism of childhood.

I can sit here and tell you that I hate myself,
I hate my life, and I'd like to put an end to it all.

I'm too scared, though.

Scared of losing, of being lost.

But I hate myself, and I hate my life.

Two sides.
Empty and full.
Halves that just don't match.

I don't know where to go from here.

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