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• He was heading back to his room - he'd been at a panic the past two days, nearly going out of his mind with worry - having resigned to the fact that she was gone and she didn't want to be found. He had been stressed out beyond reason but had gotten pretty drunk earlier to calm his nerves and now he was just depressed. As he headed down the hallway, his eyes spotted the door open a crack. A frown crossed his features and furrowed his brow before he pushed it open with his toe, his jaw setting as he saw her there. Just who did this chit think she was? (NT) -- Kaden, 23:22:19 06/03/05 Fri

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• She nearly yelped when he pushed his way in, and slowly pulled the blanket up to her chin - as if it might provide her with a little bit of protection. Her dark hair fell in loose ringlets over the pillow and her shoulders, her features were soft and delicate, and the simple lacey top was sexy in a sweet way. She would have made such a lovely picture, except for the lost look in her eyes and the regret that lined her features. If she could have disappeared into that plush bed, she probably would have, and she was wishing that she had turned the lamp beside her bed off - even the dim light was too revealing at this moment. "Hey..." (NT) -- Ella, 23:30:18 06/03/05 Fri

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• His jaw was clenched as he tried to keep keep his voice lowered. "Did you enjoy the shag, pet? Give you enough dosh to get through the week?" He took a step forward, his eyes flashing a touch. "Like the way he touched you? Did he call your name as he lost himself in you?" He cocked a brow, his hands clenched at his side. "Or did he even sodding know your name? Maybe he just called you baby or did he have you call him daddy? bet you get guys like that, like it all kinky and whatnot..." He wasn't trying to be cruel, he was just angry and hurt and upset with both himself and her. (NT) -- Kaden, 23:44:19 06/03/05 Fri

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• The moment he opened his mouth, her lips parted softly as disbelief mixed with hurt and her frown deepened even further. Without moving from where she was lying, she flinched at his words as if he had phsyically hurt her, and shook her head slowly, clearing her throat before speaking again - weakly at first. "Shut up, Kaden..." She wasn't even going to deny his accusations because there was no point - she would only be lying to him and he would know the truth no matter what she said. (NT) -- Ella, 23:50:21 06/03/05 Fri

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• "Tell me, luv, did I cross your mind while you were fucking him? When he was holding you after he'd used you, did you think about how I held you?" He frowned heavily, coming to place his knee's on the side of the bed, half kneeling, his feet still on the floor. "Tell me how it was for you, pet." His voice held a slight growl but also the twinge of desperation. He felt something for this girl but apperantly to get her attention you had to have a few hundered bucks on you and she only focused on you for a couple of hours at a time. (NT) -- Kaden, 23:55:27 06/03/05 Fri

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• "Stop it, Kaden." She started out with an attempt at sounding firm, but it endied up just sounding pathetic. Her lips pursed tightly together to stop the trembling and her eyes were shining as she sat up only to shove him away, inhaling sharply. "They don't hold me. Ever." She hissed out in a whisper, voice catching - she couldn't believe the things that he was saying. And she never thought about him when she was there - the less she thought about anything that mattered to her, the easier it was to pretend like none of it was actually happening. (NT) -- Ella, 00:03:32 06/04/05 Sat

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• He tipped his head to the side, his tongue curling against the back of his top set of teeth as he regarded her. "Maybe thats it. Maybe you like rough, you like a bit of monster in your man pet?" He questioned softly, his voice so quiet but so tense and serious. "Talk down to you a bit, maybe rough you up a touch and I expect you'll be falling at my feet, begging for my cash." He shifted a little at her push before he grabbed her by the upper arms, pushing - not roughly - back away from him. "Do you have any idea how fucking worried I was, Ella?" (NT) -- Kaden, 00:07:30 06/04/05 Sat

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• "Stop it!" She cried out a little more convincingly - though her voice was still soft there was a definite desperation to it. Until this moment, he had never been anything but sweet, and now his words were so cruel and hurtful - she thought for a moment that she might be sick. At his touch, she recoiled away from him as a persistant tear escaped the corner of one eye and rolled down her cheek, and just shook her head in response. She wasn't sure why she hadn't expected him to be worried - but she hadn't. No one had ever worried about her - it was a difficult thought to change in her mind. "Please stop..." She mouthed the words more than anything and the plea was heartwrenchingly pathetic. (NT) -- Ella, 00:16:29 06/04/05 Sat

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• He was hurt, so very hurt and he was reacting in the only way he had ever known how. The tear tracking down her cheek had him frozen though, his breath ragged as it tore through his chest. "Bloody hell...don't cry pet, please,don't cry, I'm sorry, luv.." He murmured, dropping to his knee's beside the bed. "I was just so bloody worried, Ella, I haven't slept in two days, I looked for you everywhere, I didn't know what could have happened..you could have been hurt and I couldn't do a damn thing about it.." (NT) -- Kaden, 00:19:44 06/04/05 Sat

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• She shook her head still - just trying to rid her mind of his words - and at his softer tone, she just inhaled sharply, backing away from him when all she really wanted was to be close to him. "I'm not like that, Kaden..." She murmured so sadly, though her voice broke and she had to swallow hard before finishing. He thought she was disgusting, and not only did he think that she was disgusting, she was also so careless and unthoughtful - all he had ever shown her was kindness, and she hadn't given him a second thought when she headed off. "I'm not..." (NT) -- Ella, 00:27:41 06/04/05 Sat

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• "I'm trying so hard to understand pet, I don't see you like that, I See you like something so sweet and precious and..untainted..and it just..this doesn't fit with who I think you are..." He crossed his arms on the bed, his chin resting on them as he looked up at her. "I'm sorry for the things I said, pet, I really am.." His eyes were such puppy dogs, big and brown and begging for her forgiveness for his words even though he had just been lashing out because of the hurt she caused him. (NT) -- Kaden, 00:33:39 06/04/05 Sat

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• She rubbed at her eyes and then pushed one trembling hand slowly through her hair - she wanted nothing more to forgive him and just forget that this had ever happened, but she just couldn't stop hearing what he had said. Rather than voicing her forgiveness, she sank back into the bed, curling up tightly on her side with her hands tucked beneath her face, eye-to-eye with him. "I never thought, Kaden..." She murmured softly - that was, she never thought that anyone would even notice she was gone, let along worry about her. (NT) -- Ella, 00:40:54 06/04/05 Sat

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• He smiled ruefully, his eyes closing for a second. "Don't think before I talk, thats my problem, i didn't mean any of what I said, Ella, but I tend to think to much, you know? Every single scenario went through my head in the past forty-eight hours...I was awake and thinking about you every one of them." He hadn't even ever kissed this girl, but he was drowning in her. She occupied his dreams, his waking thoughts, where his eyes wandered and what his lips said... (NT) -- Kaden, 00:46:03 06/04/05 Sat

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• "I'm so sorry..." She whispered softly, pulling the blanket slowly around herself - genuinely apologetic. She had never intended to worry him, least of all hurt him, and she hated herself for being so selfish and unthoughtful. "Really Kaden, I'm not like that..." She needed him to know that she hated what she did - there wasn't a single aspect of any of it that she ever enjoyed, but she just had no choice. She was stuck in this spiral that showed no sign of ending. One hand slid the few inches across the bed to where his chin was resting, so that her cool fingers could just softly touch his cheek. (NT) -- Ella, 00:54:39 06/04/05 Sat

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• He sighed softly, his eyes sliding shut once again as he swallowed heavily. "I know, pet." To all of it, he knew she wasn't like that, he just couldn't wrap his mind around what could possibly drive her to the spot she was in now. "I just..I just want to take care of you.." He murmured softly, just enjoying her soft touch and the fact that she hadn't kicked him out on his ass as of yet. (NT) -- Kaden, 01:04:25 06/04/05 Sat

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• Kicking him out on his ass had definitely occurred to her, but she was scared that he might never come back, and as much as he was complicating things, he was also a little bit of light in her life. He cared about her enough that he worried about her, and that alone was enough to make her forgive him for nearly anything. "And I didn't mean for any of this..." She whispered softly, the backs of her fingers running down his jaw slowly and then pushing through his thick, dark hair, twisting in the soft strand. (NT) -- Ella, 01:09:03 06/04/05 Sat

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• His eyes were squeezed shut as he let out a low breath. He had an extremly passionate personality, gave a hundered perecent for whatever he put his mind too whether it be good or bad. It was why he was the 'big bad' back in London in his crew - he was completely into what he wanted. Right now, he wanted her and she was tearing him apart. He was worried and upset and he wanted her and there was just so much that wasn't working for him. Kaden was a man used to getting what he wanted, this whole thing was not going as he had planned and it distressed him greatly. He just needed to calm down and get a hold of the situation, make a plan and figure out exactly what he needed to do to get what he wanted and to make sure it was what she wanted also. (NT) -- Kaden, 23:17:23 06/04/05 Sat

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• Her index finger traced his lips tenderly before she slowly retracted her hand, tugging her blanket to her chin, gaze locked on him. He seemed so troubled and so confused and she couldn't believe that all this was just because of her - since when was anyone so effected by her? "I won't do it again..." Just disappear on him for two days, that was. She couldn't just promise she wouldn't go back to work, because there was no telling what she would have to do to get the money that she needed, but she could promise not to leave him panicking again. A soft breath slipped from her lips as she scooted a little closer to the edge of the bed so she was closer to him. (NT) -- Ella, 23:28:05 06/04/05 Sat

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• He lifted his eyes for a second before he sighed and shifted off the floor, two hands planted on the bed to pull himself up before he laid out on the bed - on top of the covers - next to her. His fingers shifted to play through her hair gently, letting the strands slip through his fingers before he let his eyes fall down to hers. "Probably tired, aren't you pet?" He murmured softly, his hand trailing down her jaw before it went to play back in her hair. He knew she didn't enjoy what she did, it had to haunt her and as much as the little outing had probably exhausted her physically it had to be even worse mentally. Her emotions had to be drained. "Get some rest..shouldn't have kept you up..unconsiderate git is what I am..." He murmured softly, his brow furrowed as he gazed down at her. He hadn't meant to stress her out anymore, add anymore to her plate but maybe if she saw how much he cared and it affect him..maybe it would influence her decision a touch... (NT) -- kaden, 23:40:11 06/04/05 Sat

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• Having slept all day already, she wasn't actually all that tired, but was feeling uncharacteristically vulnerable after their fight and didn't feel much like doing anything but lying there. At his fingers tender in her hair and then on her face, she inhaled softly and her eyes slid lightly shut for the moment - so reassured and warmed just by his simple touch. The tip of her tongue touched her lips as her eyes fluttered open to meet his and she shook her head a little in quiet protest. "I deserved that, Kaden..." She deserved the reeming, and she didn't deserve to have him care so much. (NT) -- Ella, 23:48:14 06/04/05 Sat

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• He let out a soft breath, shaking his head earnestly. "No." The single word was firm, unyielding. "No, you didn't, I was being an ass Ella." He had been, he had let his emotions take over and he hadn't thought before he said anything. He had no right to subject her to the thoughts that had been tormenting his mind for the past two days. A low breath escaped his lips as he leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead gently. He usually didn't sleep during the night a whole lot, one of his many quirks, but he would be absolutely content to lay there and watch her sleep all night long - just for the fact that she was beautiful and he would be one hundred percent sure that she was safe. (NT) -- kaden, 23:50:49 06/04/05 Sat

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• She dropped the conversation at that, because it didn't seem important anymore. As soft and sweet as he was being right now, she was having trouble imagining him saying those things that he had just a short while ago. Tugging the light blanket that was draped over her so that it was covering him as well, she turned her face up as he kissed so that she could brushed her lips softly over his jaw in turn, the backs of her fingers slowly brushing his chest. "Stay here for a bit?" Whether she was sleeping or not, his presence was so comforting that she wanted him near if he was willing to stay. (NT) -- Ella, 00:00:10 06/05/05 Sun

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• He nodded gently, letting out a soft sigh of quiet contentment as she covered him up. "Yeah.." he shifted just a touch to draw off his shirt and toss it aside - he was already wearing just a pair of low slung gym shorts over his boxers. Comfortable enough now, he snuggled down into the pillow, reaching up to rub his hand quietly over her arm, just soothing and quiet - not needing to open his mouth and ruin any kind of moment they might be having. A small smile caressed his lips sweetly, she was so bloody beautiful, such a mix of so many things and she had him wrapped around her little finger... (NT) -- Kaden, 00:08:04 06/05/05 Sun

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• Sliding close to him, she slipped one leg between his and a hand just rested on his side, head tipped back a little so that her eyes could linger on him still, a bit of a smile touched her lips finally. She wasn't even aware of the influence she had over him because it wasn't even something she thought about - all that mattered to her was that he was still there despite everything, and she really didn't want him going anywhere. For now, she just wanted the warmth and security of him near her. (NT) -- Ella, 00:16:39 06/05/05 Sun

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• He shifted as she moved closer to him, her leg slipping between his was nearly his undoing but he managed to control himself, just swallowing and praying that his body would behave to avoid any embarassing situations. A smile crossed his lips as he ran his hands over her back, slipping beneath his shirt as he rested his fingers over the curve of the small of her back. His lips pressed to her forehead again, unsure of what to say that wouldn't harm their relationship - as tentative as it was - anymore. He couldn't take any risks. (NT) -- Kaden, 00:27:41 06/05/05 Sun

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• Her full flips softly parted, she breathed a quiet sigh as her thumb lightly brushed his side. She didn't know what to say either - it seemed they were too involved now for small or get-to-know-you talk - so she just fell into the silence easily. Her stereo was playing softly so it muted any sounds of the house around them, and all the lights but the dim lamp by her bed were off, so she was content in the quiet room. Toes brushing his calf absently, her gaze lingered on him - just wordlessly studying his features. (NT) -- Ella, 00:34:58 06/05/05 Sun

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• He was at a loss here, he had never had to work to get a girl before and he wasn't quite sure how to go about it. He had always just looked at a girl and there she was in his bed. This..this was weird. Here he was in her bed, available to her every beck and call and yet he was getting nothing but pain in return. He didn't demand anything from her though, refused to push her for anything. There was something about that had gotten so deeply under his skin that he couldn't quite get a grip on how he was supposed to be reacting to any of this. (NT) -- Kaden, 00:46:42 06/05/05 Sun

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• Though she ached for his touch and longed to taste him, she just couldn't bring herself to initiate anything. She was so used, there was no way that he could want her for more than this cuddling - so she would just gladly take that much. Sighing softly, her hand just rested on his stomach and her eyes remained on him before she finally spoke as her fingers brushed a slow circles over this muscles of his abdomen. "You know what got me in trouble now... So what did you do?" (NT) -- Ella, 00:53:17 06/05/05 Sun

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• He let out a soft breath, shrugging his shoulders a touch. "I guess it was a little bit of a lot of things. I was out on my own when I was twelve, wandering the streets of London town and it was either steal and fight or go to some foster home...didn't want that so I chose the other option. Made quite the name for myself, bein' the big bad and all but it didn't last to long till people started lookin' for me so I got a ticket across the pond and ended up in the states...continued on being the big bad and evantually, the big bad got collared." (NT) -- Kaden, 00:59:56 06/05/05 Sun

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• She nodded slowly, brows gently furrowed - none of these kids really had anyone but each other, him, and her included. While it made her more suspicious and less trusting, it also made her more forgiving and appreciative of him. "We should make a movie of your life... Who would you want to play you?" Her tone was lightly teasing and she reached up to kiss his cheek and then paused before her lips brushed slowly down his jaw to the soft curve of his neck, eyes lightly shut for just a moment. (NT) -- Ella, 01:05:58 06/05/05 Sun

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• He let out a soft breath as her lips caressed his neck, trying to think of anything but her warm body pressed against his. Cold things like snow and ice then the most hated American football...frogs, he hated frogs...anything to take his mind off of her. "Um.." He murmured softly, his eyes dropping down to her for a second before he looked back up at the ceiling. "I am not sure..who do you think would play me?" (NT) -- Kaden, 01:14:27 06/05/05 Sun

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• "Vin Diesel..." She murmured against his warm skin with a small smirk, tone teasing - the beefy, bald, deep-voiced all-American actor was about as far as one could get from him. Her breath soft and warm against his neck, she slowly inhaled the deep scent that lingered around him always and tne pressed a warm kiss to the curve of his throat. "Sound okay?" She just couldn't resist the simple kisses - he was so close and smelled so good, and she quite simply adored him, despite what he may have said earlier. (NT) -- Ella, 01:21:42 06/05/05 Sun

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• She let out a gentle breath, clearing his throat as he shifted just a part away from her - hardly enough to notice but enough to let his blood circulate to other parts of his body. "Bloody hell, woman, are you out of your head?" he questioned with a playful laugh, shifting to kick off the blanket from him, letting it rest on her. His hand went back to her side, kneading her hip absently but above the blanket. "Hot as hell out, so muggy, not used to this sort of weather..." It wasn't the weather that was overheating him. (NT) -- Kaden, 01:25:47 06/05/05 Sun

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• Her head tipped back again and laughed softly at his response and then shrugged helplessly - in so many ways she was like so many girls her age and it was impossible to imagine this second life that she lead. "He's awfully hot though..." One eyelid dropped in a wink and her hand shifted to curl around his wrist and then slid slowly up his arm to his shoulder and then back down to linger at his forarm. "Are you feeling okay?" She questioned with some concern, brows gently furrowed. (NT) -- Ella, 01:31:01 06/05/05 Sun

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• He rolled his eyes at that, nearly scoffing as he sat up. "You think that meat head is attractive? Your off your rocker, pet, he's nothing but muscle and..well thats it." He rolled his eyes, cocking a brow. "Chits who go after that are just as bad as blokes who go for girls with not an inch of meat on their bones." He grinned lightly, looking down at her. He enjoyed her curves throughly, though he would have liked a bit more meat on her bones, he definately wasn't complaining in the least. (NT) -- Kaden, 01:38:28 06/05/05 Sun

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• She reached up to pulled gently at his shoulder, disappointed that he had sat up, and then laughed a little with a slight shrug. "Well, yeah, kind of... He's an attractive man, but if I had I type it wouldn't really be him." Lying on her side and gazing up at him, one hand rested on his leg and the other propped behind her head. She was quite a curvy girl - with genuine hips - but her waist was trim - she had a very natural body that she wasn't disappointed by. (NT) -- Ella, 01:44:02 06/05/05 Sun

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• He cocked a brow at that, mimicking her position but leaning up a touch more on his arm. "Oh really, so you don't have a type then? Everyone has a type, luv, even if you don't realize it right away." Hegrinned gently, his eyes on her curious. "What would you think your type would be if you had to say?" he was curious, wondering if he fit the bill at all though most people didn't have 'british street rat' on their list of desireables. (NT) -- Kaden, 01:52:09 06/05/05 Sun

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• "I don't think I have a type..." She repeated with a slight shrug and fell silent for a moment before speaking again - softer this time, as if she was almost ashamed. "I would just want someone who appreciated me..." She had long since learned that she would have enough trouble finding a guy who would want her, period, nevermind a guy with a lot going for him. She had low standards because maybe this way she could find someone someday. (NT) -- Ella, 01:57:18 06/05/05 Sun

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• He smiled softly, tipping his head to the side as he watched her, not wanting to focus on her shamed statement. He pressed a soft kiss to her forehead again before he brushed her hair back sweetly. "Damn, was hoping you would say dark and mysterious with an accent.." he winked teasingly, laying back down next to her, his eyes sliding shut in mock disappointment. (NT) -- Kaden, 02:06:03 06/05/05 Sun

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• She smirked quietly at that and nestled down next to him again, her head on his shoulder and a hand rubbing a slow circle over his chest. "At least I didn't say tall, blonde, and American..." Her tone was gently teasing in response and she tipped her head back a little to press a single kiss to his jaw with a wink and a bit of a smile. "What's your type?" She inquired with genuine curiosity, a brow raising slightly, though she only looked down to her milky-toned fingers as they spread over his more tanned abdomen. (NT) -- Ella, 09:53:28 06/05/05 Sun

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• He grinned lightly at that, shaking his head as laid back down on his back so that he could cuddle up with her again. "Honey, my type usually goes along the style of legs, arms, head, torso, breasts and lacking a..well, you know." he grinned lightly, winking down at her as his fingers went to play through her hair absently. "Long hair is a plus too." He grinned, his fingers playing absently through the locks in quiet appreciation. "American guy are all a bunch of pounces, well, most of them anyways." (NT) -- Kaden, 11:27:25 06/05/05 Sun

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• "Yeah, I figured that would be your answer..." She teased with a soft laugh, and cocked a brow, nestled close to him. "And what's your impression of American girls?" Watching him for a moment - her bright wide eyes not quite so creased and troubled now - her thumb brushed his warm skin absently. There was something about him that was calming and comforting, and she gladly let herself relax against him and into their lazy conversation. (NT) -- Ella, 11:34:17 06/05/05 Sun

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• He rolled his eyes, smirking a touch as he pretended to think deeply on her questions. "I think a lot of them are silly little bints, but everyonce in awhile, I run across a decent one." He grinned lightly, winking teasingly at her before he hugged her tighter. "It's late, pet, you should be sleeping, not following my crazy schedule." he smirked, he really had a bizarre schedule that he kept but it suited him and his needs fairly well. (NT) -- Kaden, 11:45:45 06/05/05 Sun

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• She laughed softly at that and then cocked a brow, tone scolding. "You're just trying to shut me up." She commented suspiciously and then nuzzled her cheek against his chest with a soft sigh, pressing a kiss there. "I don't have a schedule." That was true for sure - she stayed up some nights and slept during the day, and slept other nights, and it all just depended on what sort of plans she had and what she was feeling like. (NT) -- Ella, 11:49:52 06/05/05 Sun

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• "Well, thats just unhealthy." He stated with a grin, brushing her hair back from her face as she laid it back down on his chest. Really, he just needed a distraction from the reactions she was causing in his body. If she was sleeping, maybe he could sleep and then he couldn't be blamed for his bodies reactions. A yawn playfully escaped his lips, patting his mouth teasingly. "Tired, see, late night." (NT) -- Kaden, 11:59:56 06/05/05 Sun

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• "Don't talk to me about unhealthy scedules..." She commented with an affectionate wink, and then pushed against his chest so she could sit up to rach over to switch off the lamp, leaving them in the dark. Sighing in quiet contentment, she nestled down against him and tugged her blanket around her shoulders once again. "If you get chilly, just help yourself..." She offered - her blanket was huge, and plus there were lots of others lying around, so he would be okay, she hoped. (NT) -- Ella, 12:05:22 06/05/05 Sun

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• He would be fine, the coolness was appreciated in getting him to calm down and as he smiled, he leaned over to give her one more warm kiss to her cheek. "Get some rest, pet, maybe we'll think of something to do tomorrow." He smiled, shifting to wrap his arm around her and tug her close, willingly himself to sleep. (NT) -- kADEN, 12:20:56 06/05/05 Sun

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• Sighing in quiet contentment, she cuddled against him as her eyes slid lightly shut and she pressed one final kiss to his chest. "Night Kaden..." Her tone was soft and affectionate and she was excited now by the idea of sleep. She was actually pretty tired now that she was willing to admit it, and it was late and he was warm and comfortable so it didn't take her long before sleep took over... (NT) -- Ella, 12:28:26 06/05/05 Sun