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• He frowned a little when he saw her come in, taking in the changes to her appearance with a critical eye. He didn't even know what to say to her right then, there was just so many bad decisions that had been made. She had left him, for pete's sake, left him after he had devoted himself to her, after he had settled down like he never had before and she just up and walked out on him. His jaw tensed as he watched her for a moment before he turned his eyes back to the computer screen. "Hi." He returned, not able to say anything else at that moment, he was just so damn angry. His hurt of earlier had just turned to anger over the past few weeks and it had tripled when he found out she was pregnant. (NT) -- Skeeter, 10:16:16 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She took another step forward and was about to say something to him when a wash of dizziness came over her and had her lifting a hand to her forehead. After a few seconds she felt a bit more steady and regarded him with a saddened expression.) I know you probably don't want to talk to me.. and I don't blame you.. but I did what I had to do for me.. I never meant to hurt you.. (Between each phrase, she was moving closer and closer to the bed nearest her, and before she could say anymore, she had to sit because the dizziness was overwhelming. She fell silent and leaned forward to hold her head in her hands as she sunk down onto the edge of the bed, wondering what was going on with her.. sure, she had been dizzy for a couple of days, but nothing like this.) (NT) -- Gia, 10:34:52 06/05/06 Mon

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• He frowned a little, running his hand down over his face as he let out a low breath. He didn't want to feel bad for her, he didn't want to be concerned about her health or her feelings, she had hurt him more then any woman ever had before and he just wasn't strong enough to go through that again. "You did something stupid, is what you did." He stated, turning around to face her. "You were in no condition to come out here in the first place, you got in over your head and you put the rest of the team in danger." He stated with a growl to his voice, standing up and starting to pace as he spoke. "You acted rashly and that isn't something that proves a good agent, Gia." (NT) -- Skeeter, 10:59:04 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She grimaced at his tone, at the way the room seemed to move when he got to his feet and started to pace.. she was going to throw up if she wasn't careful.) I know. (She said almost meakly in response to each thing he said, getting more impatient each time until she lifted her head and barked it at him.) Don't give me this self-righteous bullshit Skeeter.. I had to do it, I had to get back out there and get that asshole because I couldn't.. (She broke off and covered her mouth because she was about to either throw up or cry. When she finally spoke, her voice was thick with emotion.) I couldn't look myself in the eye without seeing what he had done to me. He doesnt deserve to live.. and that damn agent of yours stopped me from getting to him. (NT) -- Gia, 11:14:37 06/05/06 Mon

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• "You weren't about to get anyone, Gia. You are the one who contacted me because you knew you had gotten in to deep. The only thing you were about to do was get yourself killed." He growled out, shaking his head as he looked down at her. He did't even know what to say to her again, he was just at a loss. His hand raised up to rake through his hair, his fingers shifting over his shirt absently before he spun around, narrowing his gaze at her. "When were you going to tell me?" He questioned, his voice demanding and hurt, angry and distrusting. He wasn't sure he would believe anything she told him so it was kind of silly to even ask but he had to know what she would say at least. (NT) -- Skeeter, 11:30:19 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She winced at his tone, blatantly acting like two people at the same time. One side of her was upset that he was yelling at her, wanting to get back on his good graces and beg forgiveness.. the real Gia, the one who cared deeply for him and prayed that the baby within her was his. The other half of her was angry that he was bothering to yell at her, that he dared to point fingers at her when he was the one who had allowed everything to happen the way it had.) Tell you what, Skeeter? That I am pregnant with a rapist's child? How would you have looked at me then? (She drew her legs up and wrapped her arms around them, looking for all the world like a scared girl wanting someone to love her.. though the words escaping her were angry and hurt.) I contacted you because I thought you would help me.. not stop me. Damnit, Justin.. I was so close. (NT) -- Gia, 12:56:24 06/05/06 Mon

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• Hearing her say his name sent a pain through his heart that seemed to take away his breath. His brow furrowed as he took in a sharp breath, shaking his head. "Don't call me that." No one but her had called him Justin for a long time and now he just couldn't handle hearing it come from her lips, not after she had hurt him the way she had. He set his jaw, looking over at her with a growl to his voice. "You don't know who's it is, that could be my baby, Gia and you don't even have the good grace to tell me before you run off and put yourself and the child in danger." Just thought of something happening to her or the baby sent a cold chill through him, he just couldn't handle all this shit. (NT) -- Skeeter, 13:04:25 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She turned her head, not looking him in the eyes.. she felt ashamed now that she saw how much he was hurt by what she had done. She shook her head, burying her face between her knees as though too hurt to face what was going on.) No.. no.. no.. (She kept moaning the word.. the baby couldnt be his.. because then she had done the most horrible thing in the world by keeping it from him and running off.. and she needed him.. her hands were shaking as she hugged her knees, looking impossibly small for being a pregnant woman.) (NT) -- Gia, 13:17:45 06/05/06 Mon

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• "Damn it, Gia, you need help. You knew that and you still took off..." He frowned heavily, running his hand down his face as he let out a deep breath. He suddenly missed the uncomplicated comaradee he'd had with Courtney, the lack of expectations and requirments she'd put on him and the the way she had just let him be him. It was so easy with her and this, this wasn't easy. He frowned heavily, a low breath escaping his lips as he gazed at her where she was cowering on the bed. He just didn't understand what had made her think that he wouldn't support her if she had just told him what was going on before she took matters into her own hands. (NT) -- Skeeter, 13:24:18 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She switched so suddenly that it was as though she had never been upset, lifting her head and glaring at him.) I had to, Skeeter! Fuck. Remy wouldn't listen to me, you got all antsy when you were around me and everyone else at headquarters was looking at me like I was a nutter! What the hell did you want me to do? Remy wouldn't go after this guy and he wouldnt put me back on duty so I went on my own. (She let out a breath and seemed to deflate again.) I never meant to hurt you, Justin. (NT) -- Gia, 13:35:41 06/05/06 Mon

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• "He wouldn't put you back on duty because you weren't ready to be back in the field! You aren't thinking rationally, Gia, you wonder why people look at you like you're nuts when you're acting like this!" He exclaimed, throwing his hands up in the air. "You could have at least told me what you were planning instead of just taking off into the night like that." He stated with a growl, his fingers twisting into his hair once again as he paced. He just didn't know what to do here, she had put not only herself but the whole team in danger, she'd probably broken a number of laws and she seemed so pissed off but yet so broken at the same time...he was at a total loss. (NT) -- Skeeter, 14:00:10 06/05/06 Mon

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• (She had created this other side of herself to protect her heart from what had happened to her.. she had been so shocked when the men had raped her that she had shut herself away and had created this stronger person to handle the pain and shame that came along with the assault. That alter ego had been the driving force in her deciding to leave and impulsively doing what she had done, damn the consequences.) I couldn't sit around and think about what happened, Justin.. it hurt too much. (She shook her head, as though fighting with herself.. it was becoming too much and she was so dizzy. Doubling over, she groaned, clutching her head in her hands and crying out in frustration, rocking herself.. it was painfully obvious that there was a lot more than emotions at play here.) (NT) -- Gia, 14:08:21 06/05/06 Mon

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• He was at a loss at what to do here. His heart was involved for him to really thing rationally and he thought maybe he should give her something to knock her out but he didn't know what would be ok with her being pregnant and all. Instead, he frowned and ran a hand over his face and kept pacing, groaning a touch as he shook his head. "Then you should have been more willing to talk to someone, not just run off with your own personal damn vendetta." He stated, throwing his hands up in the air once more. "You almost got yourself killed! Not to mention you put Courtney in danger and..." He cut himself off, shaking his head. What the hell was wrong with him? Where was Courtney anyways? He was just going to let her walk off because Gia was suddenly back? His eyes closed, his hand running down his face, what the hell had he gotten himself into? (NT) -- Skeeter, 20:35:13 06/05/06 Mon

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• Inside -- Gia, 20:52:21 06/05/06 Mon
  • "That's bullshit and you fucking know it, I catered to your every damn - " He was cut off as she passed out, though he was there in a moment to catch her before she hit the ground. With a soft sigh, he laid her out on the bed, covering her up with a blanket before he turned to sit on the other bed, his head in his hands. He didn't know how this all got so fucked up. A little over a year ago he had been living the easy life, having no problems whatsoever, sleeping with whoever he chose whenever he chose and now he had possibly had a kid, had a half crazed baby mama and a sweet, perfectly innocent woman who was going to be hurting one way or another... (NT) -- Skeeter, 21:46:50 06/05/06 Mon

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• (Her eyes were shifting restlessly under her eyelids as she lay on the bed where he had placed her, one arm hanging slightly off the bed and exposing the fresh and healed tracks from many heroin injections she had given herself since the assault. With a bit of a groan, she twitched a couple of times and then fell silent again, breaking out in goosebumps all over her body as she went through the first stages of withdrawal.. it had bene more than an hour since her last hit and she was feeling it. If she didn't get at least a lesser hit of heroin in the next few days she would die from the effects of withdrawal on an already wasted and abused body.. she had enough trouble keeping the baby within her alive without supporting them both through withdrawal.) (NT) -- Gia, 22:13:50 06/05/06 Mon

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• inside -- Justin, 10:06:03 06/06/06 Tue

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• (She shifted as he touched her arm, moaning low in her throat and when her eyes opened she looked at him for just a moment before her eyes suddenly widened and she scrambled up out of the bed. She ran for the bathroom and lost what little was in her stomach, dry heaving mostly, remaining in there for a few moments before emerging again. She looked tired, old and wasted.. nothing like the beautiful, strong and vibrant woman she had been before the assault. With a sigh, she sluffed across the room and flopped back down on the bed, curling up on her side and hugging a pillow to her chest in the same manner she used to do at his apartment, gazing at Skeeter with a calm expression. She had come down from her high, but she was feeling horrible because of it.) (NT) -- Gia, 10:59:20 06/06/06 Tue

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• inside -- Justin, 11:09:06 06/06/06 Tue
  • Inside -- Gia, 11:48:12 06/06/06 Tue
    • inside -- Justin, 20:07:30 06/06/06 Tue
      • Inside -- Gia, 20:20:20 06/06/06 Tue
        • inside -- Mairah, 20:37:08 06/06/06 Tue
          • Inside -- Gia, 20:54:57 06/06/06 Tue
            • inside -- Skeeter, 21:11:02 06/06/06 Tue
              • Inside -- Gia, 21:25:13 06/06/06 Tue
                • inside -- Justin, 21:35:41 06/06/06 Tue
                  • Inside -- Gia, 21:58:22 06/06/06 Tue
                    • inside -- Justin, 22:06:33 06/06/06 Tue
                      • Inside -- Gia, 22:20:03 06/06/06 Tue
                        • inside -- Justin, 22:32:28 06/06/06 Tue