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Date Posted: 17:27:13 10/14/09 Wed
Author: David
Subject: True Confession

Joel, Steve, Kyle...all you guys

I probably owe you an apology, especially to you Joel. I was not totally candid about spankings I got as a kid and you Joel brought me to confession by your questions relating to how I was spanked way back then. I responded by telling you Joel it was a long time ago, your message too lengthy and I did not want to rehash.

Truth Joel is I was much like you & Steve as a kid. My mom was more liberal than dad about spanking & being the younger of 2 boys, I was her protected one who got my bottom saved more than spanked. I was shy, quiet, maybe even intraverted who tried to avoid trouble while my brother Rick, who I admired back then like I do today, was the outgoing boy in our family. Some thought Rick attention deficit hyperactive but dad called it behavior. I was the book worm student who studied & behaved while Rick enjoyed the risks & dares. I looked up to my big bro & he looked out for me, maybe because we were brothers or maybe if he hassled me the teasing would get his butt whacked. Mom was effective with me by talking & telling me she was disappointed if I did something wrong & I cried; Rick got the talk & continued until mom either spanked him or told dad. In our younger days, dad was on the road for business & mom was home with us. It was Rick, not me, sitting in the corner on a fresh spanked bottom.

Seeing or hearing Rick get spanked or later paddled upset me sometimes to cry & scared me more to try to behave while like you Joel curious as to what a spanking really felt like & like you also Joel, to ask many questions & want details from Rick & even some of my friends. Guess the incident when I swiped the candy was inside a test to see if I could get away even with that. I did somewhat since mom took me back to the store to admit what I had done & she paid for the candy & then grounded me. When dad got home from his trip & found out, what I had done went beyond mom's handling & really I got my first real spanking and it was with the paddle and I bawled my eyes dry. Maybe that was why Rick took the blame for cigarettes found by mom in our room cause he knew dad would blister my ass and he did not want that to happen. In a way that paddling when I was 10 (I think or just about 10) broke me out of a 'momma's boy shell' which some other kids called me for always seeming to be so good all the time. I don't know Joel or Steve if you guys ever had that 'tag' since you never got spanked Joel or you raised by your mom Steve.

Middle school for us was grades 6-8 & truth now was I got into the 7th grade fight after finding the courage to stand up for myself, somewhat with Rick's encouragement & I do not know for sure whether I was more scared or more proud of myself going to the principal & getting my first school paddling. He made my bottom hurt but something inside told me that was ok & I needed that to prove I was a 'boy' for a change rather than under mom's wing. Joel I know you said you had similar mixed feelings getting your first school swats last spring & Steve, you said it took determination to get mom to agree to let Jake's dad whip you. Though you had moments I'm sure,like me, scared, were you proud in a way to take that whipping you got?

I'm not saying Rick was wild or out of control or anything & he was not constantly getting spanked but some of what I led you to believe of me as a kid was what I saw Rick & other boys get & I just wanted to be an equal boy & adopted the story to myself. Joel in 2nd grade I think you said you told the other boy who was playing with matches with you that you got spanked at home. Was that to make you better fit in since he got a spanking? If you guys are angry with me or disappointed in my less than truthful tales, I'll understand & stop messaging. Joel, I said in that recent blog to you that what I said was 'honest between friends' & then I realized I was not being fully honest with you.

As a kid, Rick knew how I was feeling & covered for me. He was a great big brother protector just like mom was in a way protecting me too. Dad was of the old school of discipline & once the 'ice broke' with the candy incident & I came out of my shell in middle school, my little bottom made up for some of those earlier years unspanked & the few times dad walloped both Rick & I together in our room was again scary but a proud moment in a way since I was an equal guy with my big bro who I admired & looked up to & was getting my ass tanned just like him. Sounds crazy??!!

Anyway Joel, Steve...guys, I understand better now myself by reading some of your messages. Steve, you are older while Joel is younger than me but guess a guy at 23 can learn still from both ends of the spectrum. Now understand dudes I'm not crazy about the idea at 23 & it has been I think 5 years since I got my butt beat & that was Rick for my 18th birthday, but if I owe you a belated butt whipping for lying, I'd take one from Rick here in our apartment & knowing my big bro, he'd probably be willing after a 5 year hiatus & dad's old paddle has been stored away with me since it was used in 2005 for Rick's 21st birthday.

Joel, Kyle, Steve, guys...forget I'm 23 & chew me out for lying or lets say being less than fully honest. Again if you want me to drop off the message board site I will. I talked with Rick last evening & he knows I'm writing this.

Thanks for hearing me out

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