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• He had been with her nearly day and night for the past two weeks so to wake up to find her gone with no note was a little strange. The other day they had gone shopping for cell phones though, he wanted one in case she was ever out on her own and needed to get in touch with him. Curiously, he rolled over on the bed and picked up his own phone, clicking down to her number and pressing send. His brow furrowed as he waited, wondering where she could have run off too. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:01pm PDT

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• Her phone buzzing in her purse in her state of heightened feelings surprised her and then had her laughing at her foolishness, so she took a good few rings before she answered. Her voice was chipper and one hand covered the mouth of a smirking guys sitting with her, to keep him quiet, even though she didn't know how was calling. Of course, she hadn't had the phone for very long, and if she had thought about it, he was really the only one with her number. "Hello?" He would undoubtedly be able to hear the music in the background - though it was quieter in their little area then it was in the main part of the club - and there were people talking loudly around her. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:06pm PDT

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• He frowned immediatly, slowly sitting up and letting the white sheet fall down around his lean hips, his chest exposed as he ran a hand down his face. He had a bad feeling about this already and as soon as he heard the loud atmosphere she was in, his stomach sank. "'Ello pet..." He murmured softly, his voice a little wary even across the phone line. "'avin' a good time?" He just needed to admit to himself that she was never going to be completely his, nor was she ever going to be completely honest with him about she did when she took off and what she needed the money for... (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:16pm PDT

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• "Hey, yeah!" She exclaimed before it really registered who was on the phone, and then a sick feeling hit her hard in the gut - as if she knew that she was doing something wrong, but couldn't quite grasp what the problem was. "Baby, you should meet come out here." She thought that that might make her seem a little less suspicious... She could meet him somewhere else, and her clothing wasn't out of the ordinary or anything. Really, it was a good idea. She didn't want him to worry about her. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:26pm PDT

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• His jaw clenched a little, his brow furrowed as he tried to figure out what could cause her tone of ovice to be at that pitch, not to mention the slight fumbling of the words. "Where you at?" he questioned, trying hard to not get upset about this whole situation. He was half tempted to just give it all up, to stop trying, to go back to his womanizing ways, things would be easier then, his heart and chest wouldn't ache so much all the time...It felt like he was drowning in Ella and maybe he just needed some time to breathe. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:34pm PDT

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• "I can meet you right there at the boardwalk, if you want." She suggested, struggling to level her voice a little, a hand touching her forehead as she attempted to slow her racing mind. Things were just moving too fast for her to focus. "Yeah, come meet me. It's still early, and you're probably just getting up, right?" She nodded a little to confirm that and leaned forward a little in an attempt to get away from all the conversations going on around her. "Okay? Will you be here soon?" (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 9:47pm PDT

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• He frowned at that, sitting up and throwing his legs over the side of the bed. "Not really in the mood for a night out, sounds like your busy anyways pet." He nearly growled but tried to keep the angry tone out of his voice. As aggravated as he was, he had no intention of hurting her as he had that night that he had let his mouth run away with him. He cared about her to much to play those little mind games but obviously she didn't share those feelings. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:13pm PDT

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• "I'm not busy... Please baby?" She shifted off the couch to a less populated area, brows furrowing - trying to push away the panic seizing her chest. "Kaden? Just meet me out here..." She was all but pleading with him and was clearly desperate to have him with her - so that she could see him and know that he wasn't mad at her or anything like that. She just didn't want to worry about this or him, but she didn't know what she could do to make things better. It was all such an overwhelming mess. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:19pm PDT

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• He ran a hand down his face, the sheet covering him only slightly modestly. "Why don't you just come back here when your done?" Done with what, he wasn't sure nor was he sure that he wanted to know at this point. He was tired, tired of bloody caring. He hadn't cared about anyone but himself in a long, long time and was suddenly cursing himself for starting to now. Way to much of a hassle in his opinion, especially for feelings that weren't fully returned. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:26pm PDT

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• She frowned deeply at that - as much because she had no idea how to get from here to there right now as because she was getting the feeling that he didn't care to see her. She couldn't quite remember the bus number that would take her home, and a taxi seemed kind of weird, for some reason. "Um, okay... If you want..." She agreed softly after a long moment of silence, one arm crossing under her chest as she shifted from one foot to the other a little anxiously. "I can do that..." (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:36pm PDT

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• "Right then. Not like you were plannin' on me being there or anything so no harm done, inn'it that right?" He was kinda being a jerk, but no where near what he could ahve been he supposed. He was being calm enough and not saying anything to harsh - only the quiet truth without the stinging words to make it seem more angry or hurtful then it was really meant to be. He was just tired of all these games, thats what it all came down too. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:47pm PDT

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• "I was hoping..." She started to argue, before just falling silent - swallowing her panic. It was much safer bottled up inside than out in the open. "Right... So I guess I'll see you later maybe?" She murmured quietly now - the change in her tone and demeanor immediate and far more drastic than that of a normally functioning person. "Okay, yeah, maybe later..." She added on in a bit of a mumble - repeating herself inelegantly but not noticing - though she wouldn't have cared if she did. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 10:54pm PDT

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• He frowned heavily at that, raking his hands through his hair and fisting one there as he let out a slow even breath. "Whats going on, Ella, you don't sound yourself." She sounded like she was under some influence, maybe drunk but she wasn't slurring her words...he stood up, grabbing his jeans and tugging them in, carefully zipping and buttoning them before he looked around for a signature black tee shirt. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 11:04pm PDT

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• "I just want to see you..." She choked out a little roughly and then cleared her throat and pushed back a rogue strand of hair. She was coming down already - too soon, in her opinion, but given the amount she had consumed the timing was about right - and she was growing anxious, a heavy guilt setting in. "It's okay though... You don't want to come out here..." She assured him quietly - she knew he didn't feel like going out, and didn't want him doing something that he didn't want to. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 11:12pm PDT

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• He sighed deeply, clearing his throat as his brow furrowed - it sounded like she was about to cry and he sure as hell didn't understand what was going on. "Alright, listen, love, why don't you just find somewhere to sit for a bit and I will come and get you ok? We can come back here and watch a movie or something, how's that sound?" He tried for the soothing tone of voice as he tugged on his boots. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 11:34pm PDT

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• He was being so nice to her - as he always was - and she didn't deserve any of it, didn't deserve him, or to have him care so much about her. She nodded quickly though, her eyes sliding lightly shut for a long moment as she attempted to regain her composure. "I'll just be outside waiting... You know, that first bench where the board walk starts? That's where I'll be..." She knew he would know the one, and suddenly just wanted to get out of there, away from all of these things. (NT) -- Ella, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 11:39pm PDT

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• "Alright, just be careful alright? I'll be there in a few." He hung up with that, hurridly tossing the phone in his pocket and grabbing his wallet to slide in his back pocket also. His hand was run through his hair before he took off out the door then paused a second, grabbing Joey's keys - his friend would understand why he didn't take the time to ask. Within long he was walking up the boardwalk, his eyes finding her immediatly. (NT) -- Kaden, Fri, Jun 24 2005, 11:49pm PDT

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• She was sitting on the edge of the bench that she had told him she would be, but she was facing the dark ocean instead of the busy strip behind her. Her fingers were linked and tucked between her knees and her shoulders were slightly hunched, head bowed a fraction. Every time she came down these days, the harder it got, and right now all she would think about was that she was such a fool - it was no wonder that no one ever had and ever would love her. She made it impossible. (NT) -- Ella, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 12:00am PDT

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• He came up quietly, dropping down next to her without a word. He just sat there for a moment, his head ducked, adopting a position similiar to hers before he turned his head to look at her more closely. "Whats wrong?" He questioned softly, his brow furrowed. He didn't understand why she was so upset or what was going on - she looked awful and he was so confused. "Wanna go home?" (NT) -- Kaden, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 12:27am PDT

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• She inhaled shakily as he sat down beside her, but didn't look at him - she didn't even deserve that much. The intense remorse that she was experiencing was the type that could only consume someone following an artificial high, but she just couldn't seperate her thoughts into rational and irrational categories. "I'm sorry..." She whispered softly without looking up - though she knew he wouldn't understand why, and she wasn't too clear herself on why she was sorry. She just knew that she was. (NT) -- Ella, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 12:31am PDT

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• He sighed, noting the glazed look in her eyes. His arm shifted to go around her shoulders, tugging her closer to him so he could press a sweet kiss to the top of her head. "It's alright, Ella." She didn't need to be yelled at right now or lectured or anything like that. He was suddenly so grateful he hadn't left her on her own out here. (NT) -- Kaden, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 12:42am PDT

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• Her lower lip trembled a little when his arm went around her, but she scooted closer to the comfort of his warm, familiar side. At his kiss to her head, her eyes slid lightly shut for a long moment, and then fluttered open again to meet his gaze, head ducked shamefully. "I don't even know why I do this..." She admitted finally, regret lining her voice and her far-too-young features. She never defined 'this', but she was speaking mostly on the whole - about everything that she did in general. (NT) -- Ella, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 9:15am PDT

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• He sighed softly, his eyes sliding shut at her pain and the fact he had no idea how to help her. He just wrapped his arm tighter around her, tugging her closer to him so he could draw her into his lap and hug her close to his body - as if his arms could block out all the demons that were chasing her. His hand soothed through her hair as he pressed a kiss to her jaw, feeling the light trembles going through her form was driving him crazy - he just wished he knew what he could do for her... (NT) -- Kaden, Sat, Jun 25 2005, 10:00am PDT

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• Once in his lap, her eyes shut tightly again to push away the tears and she ducked her face into his neck. One hand twisted into his shirt at his stomach and her other crossed under her chest - hugging herself. A soft breath slipped from her gently parted lips and brushed his neck. She hated feeling like this and she hated that he was so good to her and all she ever did was lie and pretend, and mostly she hated that she knew exactly how to make herself feel better - because it would just make everything else a whole lot worse. (NT) -- Ella, Sun, Jun 26 2005, 12:42pm PDT