Author:
Pat
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Date Posted: 23:30:37 11/13/07 Tue
Natalie,
I'm so sorry about the whole thing. If the people at the abortion facility had been doing their job, they would never have let you go through with it.
The thing that concerns me the most about your message is that you want not to live, and you don't see how you will ever go to heaven. But God has already died for your abortion, and forgiveness is freely available from Him. You have to ask, and He will forgive.
Remember how God dealt with people who had committed grievous sin. David had a man killed so he could have his wife. God not only forgave him, but made him an ancestor of Jesus. Saul was killing Christians, but God reached out to him on the road to Damascus, and forgave him and made him an Apostle to the Gentiles. I owe Paul my faith because he preached to my ancestors.
Once you have asked God to forgive you, you should forgive yourself. This will be hard, but it is a matter of trusting in God's word. You obviously don't feel like forgiving yourself, so I think you should pray to God, and tell Him that you don't even want to forgive yourself, and He will have to help you to want to.
I am praying for you.
Hugs,
Pat
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