| *She was up, she was always up, her eyes followed the stranger as she walked across the room, towards the bag moving quietly, not even the slightest hint of sound being made as once again she pulled one of her ‘stunts’ of just appearing, not giving away her presence until she reached forward grabbing the arm of the stranger before she reached the bag* “Not very smart.” *She wasn’t sure if anyone else was up, she didn’t care. She automatically by her nature alone took on the ‘dominate’ for lack of a better term. It was automatic to her by now.*
I don't know who to trust, no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
(Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me
(Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I wont waste myself on you!
You! You!
Waste myself on you!
You! You!
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Take everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
You! You!
Name: Amaranth
Nickname: usually just goes by Amar, never really acquiring a street name not wanting one
Age: 14
Gender: Female
Family: Sebiya (younger sister)
Street family: Tenaya, Kayla, Khaleah, and Keagan
Appearance: Dirty blonde hair that reaches about her mid-back. Has scars from fighting, and washed out blue eyes.
Personality: Though she could seem somewhat shy around strangers especially when on ‘their territory’, and though it might take a while for her to warm up to you once you get to know her it’s obvious why she was the ‘leader’ of the gang of street kids. Very outspoken and not afraid to tell whatever is on her mind. She has the kind of air about her which makes one usually want to follow what she says and not fight her. She’s street smart, which also helps explain how she was so easily accepted as leader. She has a short temper though and didn’t think twice as Tenaya(Pena) always put it ‘slapping someone alongside the head’ when they were annoying her, or pull a blade when pissed. She rather gutsy attitude, making her seem almost suicidal or at least as if she didn’t care if she died. She refuses to ‘submit’ to anyone, promising herself never again will she be ordered or told what to do. Though she makes a good friend, it just very hard to reach that part of her. She stands up for her friends, or people that she has taken ‘under her wing’. Though the last thing one would want to do is get on her bad side, for she is not afraid to kill.
Strange Quirk: Her fear of cameras usually confuses people. She won’t let one near her.
Past: she ran away at age 5 but in truth pretty much lived on the streets her whole life having often come home to finding her parents gone and herself locked out of the house. She raised herself since she was a little baby, usually refusing to return home for days at a time. She lived that way until she couldn’t take her father’s abuse anymore and ran away. She lived alone as a street kids until the age of 8 when her group started to form. When she turned 8 she ran into a normal hiding place for street kids, where she met Pena who despite being older attached herself to the younger girl. This was the beginning of the formation of the gang. After it formed they traveled together, when they traveled to her old city she stopped by to see her old home having some feeling she had too, for some reason. Which is where she found out she had a half sister. She had left the group for a while, to stop the complaining about her sister.
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