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Date Posted: 17:54:08 04/19/02 Fri
Author: Hobbes
Subject: Love could be God's greatest joke

Split the page back open
with a cutting word
and hope it bleeds enough to gain attention
just before it dies

I'm so unprepared to do this now
and i don't know exactly
what it is
that i want from you

><>><><>the feel good<><><><><><

i guess that's it
on a pleasure binge once again
and i am in debt to these people i take from
and i am angry and sorry
all at once
when i think about it

So this is why pain is comforting...

i owe it nothing

i owe pain nothing.

I had thousands of pieces of paper
wadded and folded
reminding me of what to say

but i didn't bring them
i do not have them
i'm not reminded of these things to say

raw in form and i'm stupid again
and i will show you my name
and i will show you my shame
as my embarrassing dillusion
comes
and i'm stupid again

i know this person
i know this place
i know this smile
i know this face
i know this time
i know this end
i know this feeling
i know this friend
i know this street
i know this town
i know this music
i know this ground...

a puddle of blood is an excellent place to lay your head
and gather your thoughts...

it would be too depressing to think of it as a race
the former front runner can not swallow that much pride
the former front funner can not open his head
and consider that God was never pulling a piece of cheese
for the rats to follow in the first place

Two years.
holy shit.

There i go again. Dumbass.

eh, why stop here.

So i heard about a check that bounced.
no big thing i guess.
What made it interesting was that the check was
used to pay for a casket of a 14 year old girl who died
after getting thrown out of her boyfriends jeep.
I felt... confused.
and i always am.
it just seemed like i should have taken something from that whole conversation.
you know, a check for a casket that bounced.

i didn't of course.

I don't know what to say anymore.

i need a bigger dictionary.

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Could be... but how are we to know -- Crysta, 15:05:09 04/20/02 Sat