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Date Posted: 05:07:08 01/03/13 Thu
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's message, "Re: Spanking adult girls" on 11:39:10 01/01/13 Tue
Something happened yesterday that I just can't believe. One of the young ladies was visiting yesterday. She is shy and reserved, normally a very good girl, but rather unsure of herself. She's a sweet, cute thing, not a beauty pageant winner, but a bit mousy and a nerdy cuteness. We have grown close over the past 6-9 months. She is 22.
During her visit and after lunch she confessed to having felt very sick on Tuesday with a hangover. My motherly instincts kicked in and I may have temporarily lost my mind. I calmly reprimanded her for drinking so much, noting that she does not do well with alcohol and takes medication. She also got in a car with other people who had been drinking. I reminded her that the cabs around here offer free rides to college students and that was a very stupid thing to do. I told her how precious she was, that her mother,sister and brother, myself and the girls who are very fond of her would be heartbroken if anything should happen to her. That reprimand is pretty typical. Nothing out of the ordinary there. Her head dropped with shame, but then I did something I just can't believe. I don't know if it was my genuine caring for this girl, my motherly instincts or had something to do with this forum. I tightly gripped both of her wrists, looked her square in the eyes and told her "If you ever even think about doing anything as foolish as that again I will not hesitate to turn you over my knees and give you a spanking you will never forget. Do you understand me?!" I can't describe the look in her green eyes. It was of course one of surprise, but she did not look shocked at all. It was almost as if she was expecting it. I hugged her for a long time, also not unusual, but her hug, maybe it was just my imagination, was tight, shaking and remorseful.
As she cried a little into my shoulder I began thinking "Did I really just say that? How could I have said that? What the hell was I thinking? Have I lost my mind?" She just seemed to take that threat as if it were expected. I was thinking oh boy I'm gonna have the cops on me, but she didn't pull away, didn't tell me off, didn't say anything but that she was sorry and even called me mam. Although my head was whirling like a carnival ride and I felt nervous and practically ashamed of myself, we had coffee and talked about happier things.
I can't say that over the years I haven't thought that one of those girls needs a damn good spanking and long before coming across this forum was on the verge of telling them that, but this time it just came out of my mouth. And I feel that at that moment if this had been a second offense I would have done it. I can't believe I just blurted it right out. Even more surprising was her almost casual reaction to it.
I certainly did not get any sexual thrill out of it or that I have had sexual fantasies about it, but aside from the almost shame I feel from having made that threat, I feel a sort of motherly or sisterly love or something. I feel a sense of, idk, power and self righteousness. I don't know what exactly I feel.
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