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• Yes, I've become a rock and roll cliché -- Gavin, 03:35:08 01/31/05 Mon
  • She had been less then impressed to say the least, about him not even being there and her being ushered to his hotel room instead of..somewhere a little more elegent. It wasn't anything shocking though, Gavin never seemed to really think about things like that. She didn't bother to knock as she pushed into the door of the room, pausing slightly as she saw his position before she looked over to Dustin on the couch and offered him a bright smile. He was one of her favorite people, even though she didn't get to see him very often. She didn't even have anything to say to Gavin right now - she was looking absolutely breathtakingly stunning and he was looking like a junkie. (NT) -- Bianca, 21:30:43 02/06/05 Sun

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• "Hey.." He protested and swivelled around on the stool so that his back was to the door as he pushed away the evidence - he had no idea why he bothered to try and hide anything from her, she knew all the stories anyway. "You should knock..." He grunted as he reached for his shirt that was lying over the back of a nearby chair, but his fingers fumbled with the buttons and it was obvious that he wasn't quite ready for normal functions just yet. Uninterested in his best friend and bandmate's self-destruction, Dustin only smiled and kissed Bianca's cheek on his way past to head out to help the workaholic Mike - Johnny had directed his attention to the PS2. It was a typical early evening on the night of a performance. (NT) -- Gavin, 21:41:26 02/06/05 Sun

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• "Sorry." She stated shortly, heading over to the kitchen area to grab a water for herself and crack it open, careful not to ruin the carefully applied make up with any drops or driblets as she tipped back her head. Like she didn't know he what he did, it wasn't any secret, the evidence tracked up and down his arms on a regular basis. Clearing her throat, she leaned against the counter, once again being careful not to wrinkle. Sometimes, she wondered why she even tried, he was to strung out to even really appreciate her looks that night and at this point all she wanted to do was to get out there in front of the camera's, this social shit didn't concern her anymore. (NT) -- Bianca, 21:44:30 02/06/05 Sun

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• Their relationship suffered under many occasions, but especially so when he was in such a mood - thrown off by his fight with Dustin and a little touchy that day anyway for whatever reason. Exhaling a deep breath, he pushed one hand through his soft wispy blonde hair and just lingered there on the stool for a long while - until his mind had cleared and he was once again focussed on the day infront of him. Lips pursing gently, he stood slowly and glanced over at her before looking down to button-up his pale blue fitted shirt, brows furrowed. "You look nice.." At that statement that took so long for him to get out, Johnny just chuckled from his spot on the floor infront of the television. (NT) -- Gavin, 21:51:10 02/06/05 Sun

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• She didn't reply to that, merely put the cap back on the water and put it back in the fridge before she looked back to her boyfriend. "So, am I going with you to the place or are you going with the boys?" She questioned, crossing her arms over her chest as she waited impatiently for his answer. She could just call a limo for herself and make her own appearance, it wouldn't be questioned, since he was performing that night it would just be assumed he was doing sound checks or something. Everything was for the sake of appearances now, of looking good to everyone else even though she was currently despising her own existance. (NT) -- Bianca, 21:54:38 02/06/05 Sun

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• "Uh..." He fell silent again as he thought on that and made his way over to the fridge to find himself a Heineken - their rooms were always pre-stocked with their beverages and snacks of choice. "You can come with me." They could arrive together and then he would go off to help out the guys, he supposed - that would give everyone a chance to cool down a bit but wouldn't be so long that everything would already be ready. No matter how big the band got and how many techs they had to tune their guitars and set up the drum kit, they all tended to help out as much as possible.. (NT) -- Gavin, 22:01:20 02/06/05 Sun

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• "Gee, thanks." She stated with a roll of her eyes, her arms crossed over her chest as she leaned against the counter. She had a problem with once she got annoyed, she grew cold and completely business like. Earlier in the night, she had been slightly distracted with the idea of impressing him but now she could care less, the only thing she wanted to impress was the paparazzi that was sure to be swimming around the event like sharks around a fresh kill. Pushing off the counter, she headed into the bathroom to check her hair, pausing a moment as she grew slightly dizzy. One hand went to rest on her stomach, the other on the wall as she let out a soft breath - that had been happening more and more frequently lately. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:22:49 02/17/05 Thu

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• "No problem..." He muttered with a soft sigh and headed over to drop onto the couch, watching Johnny's intense video-game playing without much enthusiasm. He just wasn't feeling the atmosphere or the attitudes or anything really - he felt off and out of synch and just generally detached. For someone who so tried to avoid confrontation at all costs, he sure had a tendacy to attract it - in various shapes and forms - to himself, and especially at the most inappropriate times. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:49:15 02/17/05 Thu

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• She caught control of herself before long and within moments she was coming back out of the room, running her hand down her face as she let out a soft breath. The fact that he was still sitting there, not even ready, only served to make her more annoyed and as she glanced pointedly at the clock, she cleared her throat. "You know what? Don't worry about taking me, I'll call Pierre and he can pick me up." Pierre being the chauffer of course. "I am going to hit the pre-party and stuff so maybe I will see you there after you perform." With that, she grabbed her elegent wrap around shawl and her purse, flipping out the expensive silver cell phone to call the driver back. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:55:32 02/17/05 Thu

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• He just hadn't even bothered to look at the clock, but now at her insisting, he cleared his throat and shifting to stand, shaking his head in mild protest. "No, no, I'm pretty much ready... Just give me a second." He wasn't a huge fan of the pre-party obligations, but he did want to go with her and he knew she wanted to hit all that sort of thing, so it only made sense to him that he would go with her. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:00:24 02/17/05 Thu

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• She shrugged again, letting out a soft breath as she shifted to push off the counter and walk into the living room. One hand gently shifted to curl around the back of the couch, steadying her gate that was a little shaky thanks to the fact that she was feeling slightly light headed. A low breath escaped her lips as she looked over the hotel room, finally focusing on him again. "It doesn't matter, if you want to wait till later, its fine." She really didn't care if he showed up at all right now, she just wanted to make her appearance and deal with the whole night out the best that she possibly could without anymore damn drama. (NT) -- Bianca, 09:05:44 02/24/05 Thu

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• On his way into his room to grab his things - just jeans, designer of course, and the casual button-up shirt for him that night, until he changed into his tux at the end of the performance, that was. He glanced back at her for a moment and then just shook his head slightly and fell silent until he returned to the living room, a hand brushing absently down Bianca's back - he knew she was mad at him, and he was sobering up enough to care just a little bit. "I'll meet you guys over there in an hour or so, alright John-John? Don't lose track of time." All he expected and all he got in response was an obedient nod, but he was already making a mental note to call the room in 45 minutes to tell Johnny to get over to the venue where he was sure Mike and Dustin would already be. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:27:05 02/24/05 Thu

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• She pursed her lips lightly, waiting not so patiently for a long moment before he finally got his shit together. After John's nod, she cleared her throat and stepped down onto the doorways entrance, her purse delicately over one bare shoulder. "It's cold out." She stated briefly, almost uncaringly, oh so nonchalantly. Her lip tucked between her teeth before they finally made their way down to where the car was waiting for them. Sliding in, she let out a soft breath and cleared her throat softly, glancing over at him just briefly before she tipped her head back against the head rest and let her eyes close. (NT) -- Bianca, 09:35:38 02/24/05 Thu

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• "Want a jacket?" But he was too slow on the comprehension of the statement and his following reaction - they were nearing and into the car before he was responding. Sitting in silence, he glanced over at her for a moment as the limousine started to roll, but said nothing more for a few longer moments. "So... Have a good day?" He wasn't connecting the fact that her mood was a direct response to his actions and so wasn't too sure why she seemed to be anything less than thrilled about the prospect of proving once more to the reporters that she was as beautiful and commanding in person as she was on paper. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:44:57 02/24/05 Thu

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• She didn't bother answering his question about the jacket instead just remained silent until he threw out the question about her day. She shrugged lightly, looking over at him finally in the dim light of the limo. "It was alright, the general getting hair done and make up and all that." She was feeling incredably ill at the moment, but there was no need to tell him that. Instead she just brushed back her hair and then used the same hand to fix the collar of his shirt, smoothing it down absently. (NT) -- Bianca, 09:49:11 02/24/05 Thu

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• He dipped his head a little as he watched her, almost tenderly - the complete turn around in his actions wasn't anything uncommon for him. When he wasn't being horribly predictable, he could be the most unpredictable person - though it was likely that a lot of that had to do with his drug usage. At her absent fixing of his shirt, his hand raised to curl around her wrist, and then slipped slowly up her arm to her elbow, lingered there for a moment, and then drifted slowly back down. "Fun.. You look pretty..." (NT) -- Gavin, 09:58:45 02/24/05 Thu

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• She sighed a bit, taking a bit of comfort in his touch. She got all touchy feely when she wasn't feeling well so she shifted just a touch closer to him. "Thanks..." She smiled slightly, her lower lip tucking between her teeth. She fell silent for a moment before she cleared her throat a touch, shifting in the seat before she looked out the window again. "This appearance should at least put off the rumors about you and Kat and us breaking up." She stated absently, one hand sliding down over her dress to smooth some invisble wrinkle. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:04:22 02/24/05 Thu

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• "Yeah..." He nodded in slight agreement, brows furrowing gently at that - he hated the fact that his sleeping with Kat was so in their faces here. When he was touring, and Kat just happened to be there and she was cute and he was desperate or strung out or something - who knew what ever went through his mind? - and it had just seemed so easy and harmless, and simple. Now though, it was such a complication. He would be happier just to put it behind them as a maybe-its-true, maybe-its-not rumor. "Sorry 'bout that.." He commented yet again, but then shrugged slightly, shifting closer to her, his hand dropping to her hip to tug her a little closer to him - all of a sudden, he didn't want to fight with her, or anyone. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:08:22 02/24/05 Thu

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• She shrugged a bit, letting him draw her closer so their legs were touching. "Shit happens." She stated briefly before she leaned forward, grabbing the pack of cigarettes from the console and lighting one up. She took a few calming hits before she lifted to his lips so he could take the rest of it. Soon enough the limo slid to a stop and the flash of bulbs from the photographers illuminated them even through the tinted windows. She let out a soft breath along with a smile before clearing her throat. "Ready for this?" She questioned, squeezing his leg lightly. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:14:58 02/24/05 Thu

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• He murmured a thanks in response to the leftovers of her cigarette, and sat in silence for the remainder of the ride - which wasn't long enough, in his opinion. A small smirk touched his fine lips and he tipped his head back a little, glancing to her and then out through the blackened windows at the flashing lights, shaking his head a little. "Never. Don't you ever get bored of it?" But the driver was already at their door and reaching for the handle, so he slipped on his shades and lit up another smoke - not expecting or needing a response to his question. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:19:44 02/24/05 Thu

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• She glanced him over for a second before she allowed him to get out before her - at least he was well behaved in public - taking his outstretched hand and allowing him to help her out of the limo. Within seconds there were swarms of reporters and photographers, questions and comments being tossed at them. Through it all she just smiled and waved and stayed close to his side like the devoted, adoring girlfriend she could act like she was. It took a good seven or eight minutes, but finally they were off the entry carpet and pausing inside the doors only to be greeted by a few friends from the business. Once things calmed a bit though, she turned to him, having to gaze up a bit even in her heels. "A couple hours more and you'll be up there performing, much more in your element." She offered him a smile, knowing that this wasn't really his thing and he really only did it for her. As much as they fought, there was still obviously some care down there inside of each of them. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:24:20 02/24/05 Thu

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• He was in the process of lighting up yet again - he just couldn't get enough of the soothing effects - but broke a slight smile, for her, anyway and nodded a little, following her gaze up to the dark stage where the scurrying of technicians could just barely be made out. "Yeah... Something to do." Slipping his lighter back into his pocket, he draped an arm around her shoulders and tugged her close to his side, forehead dropping to her temple as he kissed her cheek quietly for a moment. "Want a drink or something?" (NT) -- Gavin, 10:31:49 02/24/05 Thu

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• She nodded a touch, reaching up to brush a kiss to his lips briefly - though whether it was for just the sake of it or for appearances it was unclear - before she nodded a touch and sent him off to get her a drink. Within moments though, they were whisked apart, him being greeted by various other musicians that he had toured with in the past or just knew vaguely and others that he had been acquaintences with. It was well over an hour into the party and she had quite a few drinks when the room started to get a little spinny again. Biting her lip, she just took another sip of the wine in her hand, noting for a second that her hand was trembling. Swallowing, she tried to focus on the woman who was talking to her but in seconds the world was black and she was out cold to the floor, much to the shock of the people around her - their astonishment appearant in a gasp. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:35:58 02/24/05 Thu

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• Everything comes tumbling down... -- Gavin, 10:42:59 02/24/05 Thu
  • It took a few moments but evantually she was blinking and coming to, her brow furrowed in confusion. Her skin was pale and drawn a touch and her breathing a little shallow but her eyes were opened and focused on Gavin. Really, the source of the problem was the lack of nutrients in her system - she hadn't eaten in days and what she had been before then had probably been purged - mixed with the alcohol and just the stress of the day and situation. Her body was just breaking down and couldn't handle anymore without some sort of support. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:47:24 02/24/05 Thu

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• He smoothed back her hair and then offered her the water, brows furrowing a little. "C'mon, babe. Can you get up? We'll take you to the back..." He shifted slowly to stand and reached down to help her up. There was something much more seriously wrong with her, and that was becoming clear to him, but he certainly couldn't - and wouldn't - press her for information or details now. Now he just wanted to get her out of the spotlight and somewhere where she could chill out a bit. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:51:28 02/24/05 Thu

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• She swallowed heavily, shaking her head at the water but allowing him to help her up - immediatly sinking into his side as soon as she was standing. Her face hid in his shirt for a second before she felt strong enough to follow him wherever he wanted to take her. She was blindly trusting him, which wasn't something she usually did, but when she was feeling like this she knew that he was the one person who would actually take care of her. Her legs were shaking and her knee's were definately a little weak but other then that she was starting to feel slightly better already... (NT) -- Bianca, 10:56:30 02/24/05 Thu

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• His arm tight around her, he glanced down to her every few moments but was concerned mostly with just getting her out of the public eye. Once backstage - the mammoth-sized bouncer at the door recognized him and so needed no identification - he found his band's dressing room and pushed through the door. He wasn't sure if he was happy or not that the room was empty, or if it simply made no difference - the guys were trustworthy - but either way, he shut the door after them and lead her over to the couch to let her sit down. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:22:24 02/25/05 Fri

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• Dark hair, still perfect, was slightly smashed as she rested her head back against the back of the couch, just taking a second to get her bearings before she cleared her throat and attempted to blow off the whole incident. "Just drank to fast." She stated, shifting a bit as she tried to ignore the shaking in her hands. "You know what a light weight I am." Even her voice sounded weak though and really there was no way she should be going back out there which was, of course, just what she was intending on doing. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:24:41 02/25/05 Fri

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• "Bullshit, Bianca." He stated honestly and firmly, running a hand through his hair as he gazed down at her and then turned to head to the completely stock mini-fridge for a beer. "You need to eat something, and actually let your body digest it. You're too skinny, and you're totally malnourished." He didn't care how offended she got by the blatancy of his statements. He was sick of watching her slowly starve herself - though he was hardly one to talk about health and bad habits. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:41:57 02/25/05 Fri

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• She frowned at his words, at the way he wandered to the fridge for a drink, just at the situation as a whole. A growl escaped her lips without her even realizing it. "Shouldn't you be going off for your soundcheck or something?" She didn't enjoy being attacked and her weight was an extremely sensitive topic for her. It just wasn't discussed, especially not as bluntly as he had just thrown out there. "When did you become a nutrition specialist anyways?" (NT) -- Bianca, 08:45:28 02/25/05 Fri

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• It was never dicussed, just like their 'open' relationship and his drug usage. There were certain things that just weren't spoken about, and her weight was one of those things - until she started passing out in the middle of a party. "I can see just as well as everyone else around you that you're too skinny, and no matter how insensitive or self-absorbed as you think I am, I'm not blind. I see you not eating, and then when you do, it's in totally excess, and then as soon as you're done you disappear into the bathroom. I'm not as naive as you may think." He informed her quite matter-of-factly, but there was something bordering on genuine concern lining his frustrated features as he settled down on the edge of the couch beside her. He was frustrated mainly because he knew that all of this, it had to do strictly with the industry that she was involved in. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:50:48 02/25/05 Fri

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• "Your overreacting." She ground out between clenched teeth, her eyes opening and her hand steadying just by sheer will power. He was getting all preach-y and who was he to tell her what to do about being healthy? The track marks lining his arms certainly were not on the poster for health model of the year. All these thoughts were kept inside though, the last thing they needed was to get into a big yelling match. For one, she was semi-worried she would pass out again, and for another, with her luck, someone would over hear and that would just be something else for the rumour mill. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:54:14 02/25/05 Fri

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• "I'm being truthful." He growled back and tipped his chin up a fraction, before running his hands slowly through his hair and turning his gaze away finally. "Sorry, let's just go back to pretending like everything's okay. Next time though, when you wake up in a hospital connected to a whole bunch of machines to keep your body running, you can figure out how to explain that one to the press." Despite the content of his words, his tone wasn't cruel - it was just hopeless and a little frustrated. He didn't know what to do here. (NT) -- Gavin, 07:57:11 03/13/05 Sun

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• She shook her head, her brow furrowing as she stood up and let out a low growl, her hand going to steady herself. "What does it matter to you anyways? You'll leave in a week or two to go back on tour, find yourself a pretty little blonde and forget all about me until you need a place to stay and a bed to warm next time you come home." Her voice was spiteful, almost bitter before she turned to head over to where a mirror was, fixing her hair a touch and then reached over to grab her purse and grab some blush to give herself a little bit of color. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:33:17 03/13/05 Sun

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• He rubbed one arm slowly, shifting to lean back in the couch and then leaning forward again, brows furrowing slightly - clearly uncomfortable. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:47:32 03/13/05 Sun
  • "Come on, B. That's hardly fair." But he wasn't sure what to say to her... She spoke the truth, though the implications weren't quite right. He would be gone again in a few weeks, and he would find girls to keep him company for the months that followed, but he wouldn't exactly forget about her, though she wouldn't be the first thing on his mind day in and day out. He did care about her though... Things were just so complicated. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:48:06 03/13/05 Sun

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• "It's fair enough." She stated, turning around to face him. "But yeah, lets go back to pretending everything is ok, just like we always do. Lets go back to our fucked up relationship and our fucked up problems and our fucked up addictions and still put on a pretty smile for the cameras." She ran her hand over her flat, to flat stomach, and shifted to head towards the door, her jaw set and teeth clenched. As long as she could make it through tonight, she didn't care what happened tomorrow. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:51:44 03/13/05 Sun

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• "Hey, we gotta be good at something." He shifted to stand slowly, exhaling a low, long sigh through tight lips before touching a hand lightly to the small of her back to lead the way out. "Only got a little while longer to kill anyway before I have to get to work..." He stated, almost as if reassuring himself that he wouldn't have to keep the charade up for too too long, more than anything else. His eyes dropped to her for a moment and then drifted slowly away, features still tensed. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:59:53 03/13/05 Sun

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• She pursed her lips lightly, looking over her shoulder at him as she thought about things for a moment. "You know...if you ever get sick of this...you can walk away." She stated seriously before she turned her eyes away from him as the door opened and they stepped back out in the public eye. Within seconds she was being assaulted with questions on how she was feeling and what happened and all sorts of things of that nature and of course, being the actress she was, she played it up... (NT) -- Bianca, 09:05:50 03/13/05 Sun

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• That was an idea that had been hanging around for years, and he wasn't sure why he had never considered it seriously, but he did know that there was something very unsettling about hearing her actually say it. He told himself that all the time - that he could just walk away - but he never really wanted to, and he did care about her, and maybe he loved her... And he didn't know what he would have if he didn't have her. Brows gently furrowing once again, his eyes returned to her, and lingered for a long moment as he watched her answer the reporters' questions gracefully - of course no one bothered to direct anything his way, because they knew he would have nothing to say. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:10:27 03/13/05 Sun

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• She knew that she loved him, in the past,she had told him all the time but the words hadn't come out in the past year or two. They had just drifted apart as their worlds grew bigger they just seemed to drift farther and farther away from each other. It didn't seem to be long at all before he had to go get ready for his performance and she wouldn't have even realized it if she hadn't looked up at the clock on one of the screens above them. Biting her lip, she tipped her head to the side and looked around for him - her dark eyes meeting his. (NT) -- Bianca, 09:20:24 03/13/05 Sun

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• She had seemed steadier and so he had left her alone finally to her mingling, and was standing off to the side of the room with Dustin. The rest of the guys had arrived a little while ago, and Dustin - still disturbed by their earlier argument - had sought him out to make sure that they were fine, so he was leaning against the wall and talking easily with his friend, but looked to her at about the same time - meeting her gaze as he chatted.. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:26:10 03/13/05 Sun

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• She broke away from the reporter she was with to wander over to him slowly, still a little lightheaded but hiding it well. He seemed more concerned with making up with his friend then he did her but it was of no matter right now. It was all about appearances anyways. Her hand moved to his arm, smiling absently at Dustin before she looked up at Gavin. "Good luck." She stated quietly as she looked up at him. She was obviously looking a little weak in the eyes and as she gazed at him, there was a slight hurt lining her features... (NT) -- Bianca, 09:34:03 03/13/05 Sun

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• It wasn't that he was more concerned with fixing things with his friend than he was with fixing things with her... It was just that it was possible to fix things with Dustin. A soft sigh slipping from his lips, he brushed the backs of his fingers across her cheek lightly and leaned down to kiss her forehead - an uncharacteristically tender gesture for him - and then nodded slowly, voice lowering a little as he spoke to her. "Thanks... You just going to be hanging around?" (NT) -- Gavin, 20:46:35 03/13/05 Sun

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• She nodded a bit, her hand curling around his wrist, stepping closer to him in a rare, almost needy fashion. "I'll go to our seats in a little bit..your going to come back to me once your done performing?" It was strange, after telling him he could walk away, it was like she was terrified that he actually would. She wasn't quite sure what she would do without him, he was her moment of sanity in a crazy world. She didn't pay attention to Dustin and Johnny who were standing next to him - though this scene would just give them more to talk about at there next late night analyzing of their band mates relationship. (NT) -- Bianca, 07:42:47 03/14/05 Mon

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• "Yeah... I think we'll have to talk to a couple reporters and I'll have to change, but I'll be back as soon as I'm cleaned up..." He promised her quietly, head dipping a little lower as he spoke to her. As much as it was like she was afraid of him actually walking away from her, he was just as afraid that she would actually want him too. His fingers brushed down her bare arm slowly and then back up, brows gently furrowed in quiet concern, darkened gaze almost apologetic. (NT) -- Gavin, 07:50:04 03/14/05 Mon

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• She nodded slowly, her head tipped up to brush her lips against his, her fingers wrapped around his wrist still. It was strange how her moods could switch so quickly, from so angry with him to needing him so badly she was unsure if she wanted to let him out of her sight. "Alright..." She murmured softly, though she didn't let go of him just yet, her tall frame stayed close to his - her dark eyes focused on his gaze as he looked down at her. Suddenly, it was easy for her to forget about all the reporters around them... (NT) -- Bianca, 07:53:49 03/14/05 Mon

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• His bandmates had wandered off with excuses about starting to get ready, so he took advantage of the moment to cup her face in both his hands and catch her lips softly, slowly once more. It was at moments like this, when she seemed so fragile, that he couldn't dream of not being with her - he felt like she might actually need him, and he would never leave her so long as that was the case. His thumbs slowly stroked the smooth perfect skin of her cheeks as his lips lingered quietly over hers, eyes lightly shut. Every once in a while, he heard the click of a camera going off nearby, or caught a flash of light through his lids, but he didn't care - what sort of negative gossip could they get out of a guy kissing his beautiful girlfriend on a big night. (NT) -- Gavin, 08:05:32 03/14/05 Mon

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• She kissed him fully in return for a long moment, her eyes shut and her hand shifting to curl around his neck as she relished in his embrace. After a few long moments, she drew back, her eyes soft and almost damp looking as she took a second to gain her composure. "Go on, your going to be late..." She pressed another soft kiss to his lips before she murmured. "Hurry to come be with me..." With that she drew away, giving his arm a squeeze before she stepped back to allow him to move past her. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:12:34 03/14/05 Mon

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• He sighed quietly and just nodded a little - as if in promise that he would, infact, hurry back to her. Pausing to kiss her cheek softly and quickly, he offered her a small - almost reassuring smile - before disappearing into the back. The four of them hadn't all been in the same room together to talk all day, so they really needed to have a bit of a chat before they got on stage. Not to mention, he had to change and get ready still and all that... (NT) -- Gavin, 08:20:35 03/14/05 Mon

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• She let him go, her eyes following him for a moment before she went about socializing once more. Before to long though, she was settled in the plush seat in the venue - the tv camera's rolling, the Emcee starting up his speal and the show was begining. Perhaps he would win and award or two, the band was nominated in a couple of catagories, but right now she just put on a proud smile - actually not acting with that one - as his band came out to perform and as they completed, she was one of the many standing and clapping for the performance... (NT) -- Bianca, 08:26:03 03/14/05 Mon

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• The band's tumultuous day had had no ill effects on their performance - as always - and by the end of their short set, they had even the non-rock fans enjoying the energy. They exited the stage quickly though so that the show could continue on, and soon he was backstage, changing from his jeans into more presentable clothing, while Mike chatted with a reporter, Dustin at his side, but Johnny nowhere, as usual, to be found. He joined his friends for a few questions - nodding and mumbling a few responses - before excusing himself and heading back out front. Everyone knew that he wasn't one for interviews, so even just a little participation like that would thrill even the keenest journalist... (NT) -- Gavin, 08:33:08 03/14/05 Mon

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• She had her eyes focused on the stage - never knowing when the camera would pan over her - though she was aching to look behind her to see if he was coming down the stairs to their seats yet. She felt so vulnerable here by herself, like the world was staring at her and finding every fault that was visible and of course there were many in her mind. Absently, she played with the ring on her finger, still working hard on keeping her eyes on the stage. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:35:27 03/14/05 Mon

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• He slipped quietly down the aisle and into his seat - attracting as little attention as possibly so as not to disrupt the events going on on-stage, though he did pause for a moment in his trek to say hello to a celebrity-friend. Once settled beside her though, he smiled genuinely, and kissed her jaw softly, slipping his fingers quietly into hers. "Hey..." He didn't really want to sit through the rest of the show, but their performance and prepping for it and all that had wasted a good chunk of time. Hopefully it wouldn't be too much longer now... (NT) -- Reilly, 08:40:30 03/14/05 Mon

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• Her fingers wrapped into his immediatly, squeezing softly as she looked over to him. "Hey.." Her voice was a soft breath released, a relieved smile crossing her lips as she leaned over to press a warm kiss to his cheek, her lips trailing down his jaw before she murmured. "You did great, for real." She smiled warmly before she leaned back into her chair, her eyes going back to the stage though her fingers remained tightly entwined with his. (NT) -- Bianca, 08:47:55 03/14/05 Mon

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• He smiled softly and kissed her temple quietly after she settled back before slouching into his own seat and allowing his gaze to drift back to the stage even though he spoke still to her. "Thanks.. Felt alright, at least." He squeezed her fingers gently, thumb absently stroking the top of her hand and dropped his head back a little - he really didn't have the attention span for these things. There were too many lame jokes floating around, and so much time-wasting, and it was all so boring in his opinion.. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:00:47 03/14/05 Mon