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Date Posted: 06:33:02 08/20/02 Tue
Author: Kel
Subject: Oops!

As usual when I plan a cheat, I never seem to be able to control it to just one day. I ate some non-legal foods at a festival on Saturday, not too bad just some, but then I went home to continue eating bad foods for the next 3 days. When in the heck am I going to learn??

I'm 37 years old. I conduct other aspects of my life in a reasonable way. Why can I not be a reasonable person when it comes to eating? Yesterday I vowed to get back on plan and I was pretty good all day until dinner time, when I ate some dark chocolate.

The scale has taken a big notice of my cheating spree. It said 152 this morning. Up 4 lbs -- oops! I guess I really screwed THAT up! Of course the big question in my mind now is... 'is this mostly just water-weight, or is it really 4 lbs of fat I've gained that I will have to lose yet again?'

I'm hoping that some of it is just water weight, and that I will be able to lose back down to where I was. I would feel just awful if I didn't make my goal this month, when I was already so close just a few days ago. I know I'm probably being too critical of myself right now, but I just hate having to admit yet again, that I've been out of control for several days. why in the heck can't I just do things in moderation? I just don't understand my lack of self control, nor do I understand why I've been cursed with this problem. I must have been a really really bad person in a previous life or something to have deserved this.

Well I'm going to give it another try today. Trying to stay on plan and re-focus on my August goal. I started out with a healthy breakfast, but I'm already thinking of a snack (banging head against puter screen). I think it's going to be a long day.

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