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The GESB
  • Homecoming, No A, and Randomness -- Kaeldra, 22:47:26 09/26/02 Thu
    Get this, this week is homecoming week. busy busy busy. Being "such a little joiner" really freaking bites. I'm anti-social, so i don't really care if you think i should join or not... but i joined in some things anyway, simply so that i wouldn't have to be at the house so much. I hate staying home. Class competitions... woo... why do people even try? it's rigged every year, don't they get it?! SENIORS ALWAYS WIN!! STOP COMPLAINING. bah, i hate the stupid people at my school.

    Another thing, this week, my english teacher decided to give us an assignment... an essay... about the benefits of homecoming to the school, student body, faculty, education as a whole... easy... or so i thought. Next rule that comes out of her mouth is this "you're not allowed to use the letter "a" anywhere in your essay" i'm like... um... .duh! that's HARD.... so yeah... not fun for me... not fun at all.

    Bah, i'm bored. I"m so freaking tired, lol. i think i'm going to bed. Smile big for me everyone!!!
    :D

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  • Guess what? -- Engoa, 18:08:33 09/09/02 Mon
    Hey guys, its been a long, a very long time, since i've been around here... kinda feel bad about it... so what are you all up to. I'm a jr now, still can't drive, and i feel old. How many years ago did i first come, 97? i think so... early 97.... ohwell...close to five years now, half a decade. Anyways, hi to youall... i've missed you guys. I've been thinking alot latly, about writing a book, i know we all threaten that... we do, its amuzing, but i wonder if any of us will pull it off... well... i'm tired, and sore, softball tryouts can be abusive... yea,just had softball tryouts for next spring don't ask.
    Anyone seen theeaira latly? White Heart? say warlock and psych on here, who else, Pop/Alic around still... hmm... i'll try to check in... so many things have changed, so many things... laters all...

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  • HAHAHAHA -- Warlock, 22:12:07 09/24/02 Tue
    Dennis Rodman went over a cliff in a car and smashes his face into the cliff I haven't laughed so hard since will pissed on a car stopped at a red light stupid dennis rodman HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  • I remember you! Happy 21st! ^_^ -- DayDreamer, 18:31:06 09/26/02 Thu
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  • Stuff, and stuff. -- Myitt, 21:03:56 09/21/02 Sat
    I mourn for the little chickens....

    More specifically for this little fellow, whose demise was my mandatory doing. (Hey, like, warning and all, this is a picture of a dead chicken embryo. Not like any of you haven't seen worse things...but still, just warning you, dead chicken embryo alert.)

    Damn that vital indigo dye! Murderous indigo dye...

    The trials and tribulations of a shiny new freshman biology major. Had to dissect a chicken egg and kill a 5-day-old embryo by staining it to see its parts clearly. It was staring right at me! Shudder.......egh....Oh well.. I knew what I was getting into...but killing chicken embryos still upsets me, even if I must go ahead and do it anyway.

    Why chickens?! Whyyyyy......

    Poor little dinosaur embryos. I'll never be able to look at scrambled eggs the same way again...

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  • If you figure out the metaphor behind this song, congratulations -- you're Enlightened -- No name, 16:31:47 09/24/02 Tue
    I'm so glad I got you hooked up on my drug!
    Everybody dance to the music...

    Ha! Are you feeling well? Now you caught this bug--
    Everybody dance to the music...

    Think last time I took an overdose...?
    Come on, dance to the music...

    Well, yeah, made me realise I came too close
    Now I'm going to dance to the music...music, music, music...

    Oh, c'mon, now...

    Death can seem to bear no relevance--!
    Bet you wished you dance to the music...

    What you want to do is kill yourself!
    Still you don't dance to the music...

    I can look at you and hear your scream...
    Come on; dance to the music...

    And you tell me that your needle's clean--Ahh!
    Come on dance, dance

    Come on, now, dance to the music
    I need it, I need it, need it!

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  • Ah Jaror, you've always been a snob...brilliant, but a snob nonetheless. Most unfortunate. Well, as they say in France, "Happy Birthday!" -- Myitt, 08:47:07 09/22/02 Sun
    Naturally I mean you to take that in the best possible way. Have a good one, and don't get too drunk.

    p.s.-good ol' Marcus Tullius Cicero is my favorite. He sure does know how to verbally kick someone's ass and prove a point.

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  • Message subject (required) -- Name (optional), 17:50:54 09/16/02 Mon
    I'm going to fucking craze you up
    Seduce you, confront you--tearing you to shreds and devouring your ends.

    You've been Exploited.
    I'm going to Eat your Tiger.

    I'm going to fucking...Oh...!

    Catalytic cadences, stroking my tenets
    Expounding my observations
    Observing my postulations

    You're doomed.
    You're fucking changing.
    You're doomed.

    Smile at your Spider-Grandmother.

    Do you even remember?
    When I loved you

    So Sweet
    Is That Misbegotton Nostalgic Sorrow!

    You're GONE!
    YOU'RE DEAD!

    You've been SUPERSEDED, honey.
    It's my time, now.
    Usurp your dominion.

    The time has come.
    Characteristic of the imminent epoch.

    You're going down.
    The big come down.
    You're going to Fall.

    Hard.
    Hard.
    Calloused, touched, bruised, dead--now.

    See what you got?
    You don't fuck with me.
    You never do.

    Permeate your awareness.
    Invade your mind.
    Tweak your home.

    Fucking dancing, prancing on the moon...

    Now I grip it, grab it, got it.

    Textile tactile.

    *+1 breath*

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  • I remember ya happy birthday and all that shiznat PEACE! -- warlock, 13:33:23 09/17/02 Tue
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  • I'M AN EMO GOTH PUNK'S HERO -- Psych, 17:34:19 09/11/02 Wed
    Yes i am. This guy has a pink mohawk, black leather jacket and his friends coat is made intirely of saftey pins and other various metal objects. I feel special now. ^_^

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  • everyone gets bored... but everyone comes back... i think they put something in the water... drugs... no, not really... i recognize your name, though i don't believe we talked much... anyways, good to see you. I'm sixteen... the first time i came her i was 12... maybe 13... happy 21st.... -- kaeldra (Rose), 20:00:49 09/15/02 Sun
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  • Hey-o Diddley! -- White Heart, 19:08:17 09/15/02 Sun
    Hi everyone. *wink* Sorry I haven't been on, college has eaten my brain. Where is everyone chatting now that the obnoxious background is up? X_X Shame. You should all drop me a line, I'm on the computer 24/7. My AIM is NaniBird111, Nani111 on MSN, and my e-mail is Nani18@white-star.com (see a pattern? ^_~) Get in touch! That's an order! The smiley goddess has spoken. ^_^

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  • I also stopped coming because I got bored... I found better things to do? I always think of this place though.. It drives me nuts. -- Alic, 17:21:14 09/15/02 Sun
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  • Congrats on college success and such! Nice to hear from you, missed ya and such. Although I was also around in '96, I don't believe I ever knew in the first place what the ancronym stood for...but that's alright. Ohyeah, I still have you on my Buddy List although I talk to you about once a year..ha..ohyeah I changed my SN it's now SheOfTheSoapbox IM me whenever...and HAPPY TWENTY FIRST BIRTHDAY! -- Loren&Lokrsi, 16:11:09 09/15/02 Sun
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  • I got a new Hampster -- No name, 14:28:39 09/15/02 Sun
    Thanks to Lulu's suggestion, it is now named Davie Dan's revenge. It's brown, and furry, and a whimp. It cries alot. I have to go try to give it medicine now. Bye.

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  • Hey Jaror, i remember you... no really i do... anyways i know what you mean, only i stopped coming because i got bored... but this is still a great place. Laters -- Engoa, 12:07:23 09/15/02 Sun
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  • I'm a fan fiction author! -- Kris, 18:28:13 09/13/02 Fri
    I'm a registered author on fanfiction.net! I'm so happy! I already posted 4 of my poems and two chapters for a DBZ fic I'm still writing. I just had to share the joy.

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  • Touch Metaphor + -- Warlock, 22:02:08 09/08/02 Sun
    so I'm skipping over all the stupid 911 posts because for one thing I'm a canadian and I'm not affected anyway and number 2 IT DOESN'T FUCKIN MATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what will happen will happen bitching wont change that and neither will writing a letter 2 the president good day

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  • My Hampster Died -- Me, 12:41:47 09/12/02 Thu
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  • Comic -- Shark, 20:45:07 09/11/02 Wed

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  • First "Happy Birthday, SuperStickyFighterKnottedOrangeGooGibberishJunkFoo!" Post -- No name, 20:37:54 09/08/02 Sun
    from the forget-"sweet-sixteen" dept...

    First you were zero and some-odd months (1985),
    Then one (1986),
    Two (1987),
    Three (1988),
    Four (1989),
    Five (1990),
    Six (1991),
    Seven (1992),
    Eight (1993),
    Nine (1994),
    Ten (1995),
    Eleven (1996),
    Tweleve (1997),
    Thirteen (1998),
    Fourteen (1999),
    Fifteen (2000),
    Sixteen (2001)...

    And now, for the first time ever in recorded history -- 17 (2002)!


    Funny how the wheel of time never seems to stop spinning...


    You lived all these years like everyone else. It was an ardous journey to make it this far, so celebrate!

    Enjoy this day. It's yours, and so is the world.

    Best Wishes

    Your friends

    (reply here if you wish to be recognized)

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  • another day another useless post -- Kael, 07:21:03 09/11/02 Wed
    i'm BORED... on another note.. i had an interesting chat on msn with one of the preppys from my school... who'd have thought...

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  • Sinc ei cant reply to shark -- I Am Mortal, 00:33:19 09/08/02 Sun
    Great fun. Rain is good.Stupid to make mud angels. Then to swim laps with mud on ur back. WHile you did that i did nothing. So whose overall in a happier, more comfortable state of mind? You, but only because i should be shot, burned and disposed of. Tho i wouldnt care what happned after i'm shot dead. Edward is funny. Edward Won Pepiluski something the 3rd i thinkm but i bet i'm wrong. CB is cool but it drags on when Adult swim doesnt even give order to it ne more. They need to show the movie. "New" Episodes of DBZ soon. *Rejoice* Funimation has gone more lacks of censoredship (Notice how in the later episodes they have red blood (never showed saiya-jins bleeding. only ppl like piccolo and i htink frieza but because it was green and shit. not sure tho), and words such as kill and die? (They had next dimension for a while, just look at frieza saga right now).

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  • In Answer to Sharks Questions -- Psych, 17:09:19 09/08/02 Sun
    Uh...wow, i got my months messed up. My b-day is October 6th. I started school in August. I had to have a map of the campus to find my way around the first week. My bus ride is an hour long in the morning and afternoon so i can get all my homework done then. Weight lifting...eh, I've learned how to do the clean and jerk (where you lift the bench press bar above your head). That was the only i didn't know how to do...Chris Haynes showed me how to do it the wrong way and the right way. I couldn't get the hang of it and he had me to it again and again and again...You have to stand with your legs and your back at the same time other wise you'll hurt yourself. The next day i could barely make it out of bed. My shoulders and lower back her like a bitch....so tense, so sore. I'm better now. ^_^ And now three days a week after schook I get to lift even more! My friend Heather wants to be on the wrestling team and she wants me to help her build up some strength a teach her a few moves before it starts. Lucky for me it doesn't start until about...November. ^_^ And that's when marching band ends...YAY! We sucked so much our first night it wasn't even funny...BUT i'll leave that for another post.

    OUT

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  • And- -- No name, 15:53:05 09/08/02 Sun
    Oh, but I had such stories to tell, such marvelous adventures to share

    And now the world shall never know them, and they will never be heard beyond these two ears

    And oh, what a waste it is

    And how shameful it is to have given up.



    Once and never again,
    TheChronicler

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  • Swimming! -- Shark, 18:50:00 09/07/02 Sat
    Today is my first Saturday practice. I got up around six a.m. and got there at seven... *Yawn.* My sinuses were acting up a little because of the weather. For those of you who don't know, a new storm called "Tropical Storm Fay" has come to Texas. So it was raining really, really hard... I looked up while swimming a lap and some of the kids had gone out to the street to dance in the rain. One guy just laid down on the middle of the road, and the coach had to make them come back. We swam laps, then we had to run two miles. In the rain. Some of the guys were playing aruond in the mud, making mud angels... -_- Morons. But usually it's really hot out there, and the rain was a pleasant change.

    Tropical Storm Fay... Whoever named her just couldn't have sprung to put an "e" at the end? Still, I can't help but think of Radical Edward from Cowboy Bebop squealing, "Faye, Faye!" when I hear that name. :-D Edward.... She is sooooo kawaii!! I found two other people who like anime. One guy thinks Ed is an idiot sometimes, but doesn't dislike her. Is there anyone out there that can't stand Ed? One web site pointed that out, that no one hates her. That's wierd. I mean.... It's something about her innocence and sneaky ways and just plain goofiness that you can't help but like. Creepy. But she's sooooooooo cuuuutee!.....

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  • I thought I'd never live past the age of fifteen. Hey, I only have two months left! -- Psych, 17:51:56 09/06/02 Fri
    Uh...sorry 'bout that...BUT! I never planned this far ahead in my life and therefore never noticed that I'd actually make it this far. I just started high shcool like a lot of you have too. I've never had to be supportive of anything school related until now. It's the only draw back being in band. You have to play and march for the varsity football team. I'm not going to do this again next year, it's time to quit. CLASSES: wow....so much homework....never seen so many books except in a library. Oh, the soreness... I dropped jounalism for the weight lifting class. Ouch...big ouch. Never been so tired in my life....I'm wonder how i will "survive highschool" like the rest of the people out there. It's insane. It's so big and yet college is even bigger. The realization that i have to do something with my life, pick a profession and expand my knowledge is depressing. I don't like to face life so i will face it and customize to my every disturbed desire and hopefully enjoy some parts of it. I'm going to bed now and I'm not waking up untuk monday morning.

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  • O.o -- ME, 23:21:05 09/06/02 Fri
    INTERESTING POST.... WE NEED ONE

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  • I thought I'd never live past the age of fifteen. Hey, I only have two months left! -- Psych, 17:42:56 09/06/02 Fri
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  • Dear Imagination -- No name, 20:45:30 09/04/02 Wed
    Know yourself...
    Is it possible?
    Can we ever discover
    acceptance within?
    Bound to an eternal bleakness
    We struggle to hold on...

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  • Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -- Shark, 17:31:32 08/30/02 Fri
    High school's pretty easy. I can finish my world geography honors, science, French, and algebra honors homework on the ride home if not in class, and Tier 4 English can be finished in about twenty minutes or less. My high school's so big that they hand out maps, but I've found my way to each class in less than a week. I've met some new friends and been reunited with old ones and in Advanced Art I sit next to my best friend. :) Of course, it's only the second week, but I think I'll be able to handle it.

    Thank you everyone who replied to my message when I was scared about starting high school. :-)

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  • Dear Imagination -- No name, 21:05:59 09/01/02 Sun
    Is this the end?

    No.

    Seek knowledge of the truth.

    If you perceive an end, seek enlightenment.

    Know truth. Know yourself.

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  • Hey everyone! How u been? -- White Wolf (yep, i'm back for now ^_^ ) aka Raistlin, 19:23:40 08/28/02 Wed
    hey, how is everyone??? looks like most of the ppl i knew before i left are gone, but a least some of them are still here! I missed u guys, so i came back, checked out the votes, voted, went to the GESB for a while, anyways, if you ever wanna chat or anything, gimme an email and let me know. It'd be fun catching up.

    Cya later!
    Jake
    White Wolf
    Raistlin
    or my new one: Kurak'Kahln

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  • Dear Imagination -- ~*~*~Kaeldra (Rose, Caly, Krysta, Lilyth)~*~*~, 20:47:11 08/30/02 Fri
    I'm lost; Slipping away again.
    Can you help me?
    No.
    I didn't think so.
    Not many can.
    Why?
    Where did you go?
    You're not here anymore.
    Please,
    Find me again.
    I've lost my hold.
    Slipping away,
    I feel it growing
    Within.
    This darkness is strong,
    Its pull becomes
    Irresistable.
    Can it be?
    Is this
    The end?
    I've fallen
    Away
    Again...


    ^^I'm almost afraid to put my name to that O.o >,<

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  • hjkh;izodasdf -- No name, 15:15:54 08/25/02 Sun
    I'd swallow all my tears
    one last time
    for you
    gulping and choking
    salted bitterness.
    I stifle all my words
    one more time for you
    bitten tongue
    blooded mouth
    And there comes a day
    When I don't have to struggle
    to suppress.
    Soon enough
    it will be easier to
    Say nothing at all.
    Congratulations, I won't whisper
    You've won.

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  • woah... -- ~*~*~Kaeldra (Rose, Caly, Krysta and now Lilyth)~*~*~, 01:58:37 08/22/02 Thu
    okay, so something just hit me... i was going through the list of names on the "cafe" (don't ask why, i'm bored) and it was like... woah... i remember him... and her! and... oh man, i miss that kid... and then i was thinking... alic... ya gotta help me out on this one if you get the chance... do you remember Zane... anyone? and wasn't there a kid named.. Yeerk8er or something like that... i dunno... maybe they were the same person... maybe they're on the list just under diff names... i was just thinking about it... alic, help me, i know you know who i'm takling about... bleh, i'll probably realize who they are tomorrow morning and feel dumb for it lol. *shrugs* oh wells. Check ya'll later. PiEcE!

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  • Singing Stars and Wandering Spirits -- No-one of particular importance, 16:48:53 08/24/02 Sat
    A shadow looks, and sees... what?
    Stars, stars.. stars and galaxies.
    A mass of space, left behind,
    In a place he once dwelled.

    Changing, twisting hearts;
    Two, becoming one.
    Multi-faceted, bipolar, baffling;
    Such a strange child.

    And the stars sing....

    Why return, when you have what you do?
    Why return, when there's nothing for you?
    Let the shadows of self consume you.
    Let the ghosts in your mind escape.

    Dreams are dreams,
    Some never changing.
    Quit dreaming of space-
    It isn't your world.

    There was once a spirit. This spirit's heart had drifted from its land of salvation quite a long time ago. One day, it returned to that place- and watched. Watched, and thought... Then walked away, shaking its head, a faint smile upon its pale blue lips. True, that place held so many memories. The spirit had found love there. It had found its heart there. Its mind had split and reformed. But, the time had come to move on. And so this now-genderless spirit wondered... Would it ever truly leave....?

    The answer, of course, is no.

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  • hjkh;izodasdf part 2 -- No name, 16:05:08 08/25/02 Sun
    Caged tiger
    Behind the iron bars
    sleeping on the poorly concealed concrete
    Can't imagine what it's like
    To run feral and free
    It's safer in there, they say
    No chance of the world running you down
    And gods know you're well fed
    But tigers are not meant to be caged
    Or live the dormant life
    It's safer in here, you say
    And this is all you know
    The iron bars and electric lights
    The great vast lands of liberty
    Frighten you
    But you don't know
    That you are defending your own prison
    And if you could learn to trust, for a moment, the outside
    You would find much more than just short-lived contentment.

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  • Oh, the fun. -- Alic, 16:17:59 08/23/02 Fri
    Sabotage and Psych are staying the night tonight. The fun thing is: I have a webcam. You are all invited to see. No, we will not do dirty things for anyone, no exceptions! Eh, if you have yahoo, add me. punk_guys_smell is my sn. Yeah.

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  • Yay! -- Shark, 19:20:25 08/16/02 Fri
    I have good news and bad news...

    Bad news; School starts monday! WAAHHH!!!!! ;_; It'll be my first year at high school. I'm so scared!!... But a girl I met while running laps for the swim team (Sometimes our coach makes us train on land) told that if you study, the ninth grade isn't so bad.

    Good news; I made it on the swim team! Yayyy!!!! The coach told me that at try outs, he watches people for four days, and he's been watching me all summer. :D Yayyy!! It'll be really hard... But I made it on the swim team! Yayyyy!!!

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  • CROWN ROYAL IS GOOOD -- Warlock, 18:33:49 08/24/02 Sat
    so I completely missed the hip hop show due 2 the fact that by 8 pm I was 3 quarters finished a 40 pounder of crown royal and I was super fucked but nobody cares byebye

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  • Four Years -- No name, 12:39:45 08/16/02 Fri
    You know, I first found this place a few days before I started my freshman year of high school...and now I'm at that same time, except it's now I'm to start my freshman year in college.
    It's been four years. I'm not really here anymore...one of the ghosts, I would say. I visit every few months and read the board, venture into one of the chats when no is there...
    It's been four years, and I became a ghost. But even though I ended up in places where the roleplaying is done in paragraphs, all the time, I'm glad this was the first place. It prepared me, I think. Because indeed there are places where the chatters have intelligence, and I was lucky enough to find one on the first try. That's why I'm a ghost, why I never completely left...
    It's been four years, and I've grown no taller...but I've learned being short suits my 'ness'...even more important, I've discovered my 'ness'. 'Know thyself', ne? It's important.
    It's been four years, and I've learned a language and a half. I'm going to learn more, too. I've learned I love them, and they'll probably the basis of my career when I 'grow up'.
    (It's been four years, and I'm a legal adult...but I've learned I've been an adult the whole time, and that I'll stay a child forever.)
    It's been four years, and I've discovered love...I've discovered my own version of love is drastically different than most, that for me it has more to do with friendship than passion...
    It's been four years, and I've discovered that the Internet is more than what most think it is...it isn't just a place to talk. It isn't just a way to gather information. It's a world in itself, and I can be anyone in it. Hengenjizai, kaleidoscopic. Of many masks....only a small number realize this power. Most of them are in places like this.
    It's been four years; I've created so many worlds in my mind that I've forgotten some...I'm sure I'll find them again later.
    It's been four years...I've drunk a lot of tea. I'm not sure how much, I couldn't guess. But probably enough to have one big tea party for the entire population of my new dorm.
    It's been four years, and I've become a ghost. I'll never be back the way I was. But as all ghosts (and I'm sure I'm not the only one) I'll linger around forever. Because this place is not forgotten, it was where it all began.

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  • I CAN'T SLEEP -- ~*~*~Kaeldra (Rose, Caly, Krysta)~*~*~, 05:59:22 08/21/02 Wed
    Okay, so it's three a.m. hawaii time and i can't fucking sleep. I've tried, believe me i've tried, but nothing comes of it. Screw it. Sleep is good, but i can't sleep, and lately every time i sleep i have these weird dreams... hard to explain... it's like... i'm there but i'm not... and they don't make sense... like a painting that's had water poured on it... all blurred together... one of those types of dreams... usually they don't bug me... but this one scares the hell out of me... i haven't figured out why yet... i'm starting to get nervous though... i fly back to idaho on sunday... so yeah... i suppose i should go try again to get some sleep and leave you kind people to your own psychotic wanderings...

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  • *big stupid grin* I had fun -- Psych, 10:46:23 08/22/02 Thu
    Alic spent the night at my place tuesday and wednesday. Tuesday night we went to church, didn't do as much damage as I thought i would because a person gave a ride there. Kind of felt guilty...i didn't ask "what if half of my family is mormon...no guts. But we held hands. ^_^ After that i took Alic to meet some of my guy friends two of which she did. Bradly wasn't home >:(, BUT we stole two blinking cunstruction light things. ^_^ Yeah...we held hands while walking around and got some really weird looks from everyone that drove by. Don't be jelous love, it was all in good fun. ~_^ And Sab and myself might spend the night at Alic's place on friday. If you got Y!M, you can watch us on the web cam!

    Later

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  • The Logikal Response -- Warlock, 23:22:14 08/21/02 Wed
    So Circus and Awol are comin' 2 town for the hip hop show tomorrow and kay the aquanaut and soso and M. phasis and a shitload of other ill rappers are gonna be there plus my buddies Foretold Discoveries are gonna be 2 and they're gonna bring me up 2 show off some of my skills so I'm gonna get 2 rap with CIRCUS AND AWOL!!! I'm so fuckin stoked it'll probably just be a short freestyle and that'll be it but still awol is 2 underground what n sync is 2 pop and I'm gonna get 2 rap with him so for anyone who cares I'll post again on friday 2 tell u how it went PEACE

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  • Hawaii man, is crazy.... -- Kaeldra, 03:30:03 08/16/02 Fri
    Oh man ya'll, you'll never believe it. I'm in hawaii. It's crazy. There are sooooooooooo many people here, i feel weird, like they're all gonna hate me or something. i just met the little girl, neighbor, that lives nextdoor. she's 13 and like, all preped out, it's weird. she invited me to go to the beach tomorrow though, so i go. HOpefully have fun... I dunno if i'm gonna stay... it's weird here... and my dad's roommate doesn't like me. grr.. and OMFG they have big fucking spiders here. LIke HUGE... AS BIG AS MY GODDAMNED HAND. ewwww!! *shivers* i HATE spiders. Hate hate hate hate. grr... anyways, i dunno if i'm gonna stay. Plus, my dad lied to me yet again. He said he was clean, no drugs at all, but ya know, i found a film conatiner full of pot while putting my clothes away.... so i dunno... ima go to bed early, hopefull be up and energized enough to go to the beach... *gulp* full of people that will hate me ;) nighty night, aloha from hawaii

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  • It has begun! -- Psych, 13:09:10 08/16/02 Fri
    I started marching band this week. We play for three hours, take and hour lunch then go march out in the 90 dagree weather for two hours. My ears and neck are burnt to oblivion >.< because I thought we would practise inside. Oh, well. My mouth hurts. It's hard to eat and drink.
    I saw the Hustables. Anyone know who they are? I went to a neihborhood band thing and then these two other bands show up to play for us because they have nothing better to do. o.O
    I'm going back to church this teus with Alic. >:) And I'm going to have fun. Sab, you're welcome to come too, if you like. (What am I saying? YOU HAVE TO COME!)
    Well, that's all my little brain can take right now.
    Late kids

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  • HEY! Everyone who is AWAKE! -- Myitt, 22:13:54 08/12/02 Mon
    It's 1 AM EST as of this writing! Go outside, look up at the sky and watch the Perseid meteor showers!

    no?

    aw..

    they were there last night, too...I couldn't see any, though..

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  • *MUHAHAHAHAHA!* -- TGP, 18:32:31 08/14/02 Wed


    ...Tag?

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  • *MUHAHAHAHAHA!* -- TGP, 18:27:52 08/14/02 Wed
    ...........TAG!



    I tag........RANMA-CHAAAAAAN!

    (*glomps Sab* Thanks for hosting!! ^_^ *GLOMP!*)

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  • *MUHAHAHAHAHA!* -- TGP, 18:31:29 08/14/02 Wed
    ...........TAG!



    I tag........RANMA-CHAAAAAAN!

    (*glomps Sab* Thanks for hosting!! ^_^ *GLOMP!*)

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  • ... -- §abotage, 17:50:31 08/14/02 Wed
    ...TAG! :)


    alright... and I tag... TGP! POST PICTURE! NO TAG BACKS! *xena war cry, scampers off*

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  • Obsessed with dreams -- Shark, 21:50:38 08/10/02 Sat
    I'm obsessed with dreams nowadays. Or at least a lot more interested in them than I used to be. Maybe it's because of that time I had a dream... And I knew I was only dreaming! Of course, right after I realized this I started wondering when I would wake up. -_- It's one of the few dreams I remember that don't have any references to anime. I've had dreams about Cowboy Bebop, Tenchi Muyo!, Pokémon, Digimon, Card Captor Sakura, and no doubt there are others I can't remember right now... Last night I dreamed about Card Captor Sakura. The memory card (I probably made this up) teleported me back in time to my parents when they had just gotten married. I was glad to see them happy together, but eventually I realized something was wrong and I had to fix it! That was a perfect opportunity for me to realize, "Hey, this is just a dream!" Ah well, I've had even more frustrating; I was talking to Kris, the one at this MB, about her dream about bats and I was totally convinced that it had been a lucid dream. I was babbling on and on about lucid dreams and how to train yourself to realize that you're dreaming. I don't know why I didn't go, "Wait, we don't know each other in reality. How am I talking to someone I barely know on the Internet?" Or maybe, "How could I be talking to an alien?" Perhaps "Hey, maybe I should try some of the stuff I'm talking about!" Someday when I'm least interested I'll just wake up in the middle of a dream. Hm...

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  • for myitt and other tolkien types. oh, and politics. it helps to know some about politics. -- No name, 21:29:59 08/12/02 Mon
    http://www.markfiore.com/animation/lair.html

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  • Joke -- Shark, 22:30:23 08/10/02 Sat
    A collector of rare books ran into an acquaintance who told
    him he had just thrown away an old Bible that he found in a
    dusty, old box. He happened to mention that Guten-somebody-
    or-other had printed it.

    "Not Gutenberg?" gasped the collector.

    "Yes, that was it!"

    "You idiot! You've thrown away one of the first books ever
    printed. A copy recently sold at auction for half a million
    dollars!"

    "Oh, I don't think this book would have been worth anything
    close to that much," replied the man. "It was scribbled all
    over in the margins by some clown named Martin Luther."

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  • blah.. -- saphrin, 20:40:06 08/09/02 Fri


    back to school
    ...uh..w00t..? and yeah, my katakana is ultimately crap, but i don't care.

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  • Blow Your Mind: Part One -- Xtremis Visser6 Andrew Finlay Rebecca Blaze, 22:19:46 07/31/02 Wed
    I: A56* Afflatus

    Although I advocate acumen
    I admonish the captious among us
    Who seek to deprecate the palpably asinine

    Beware
    The nefarious, catalytic Instigators who egregariously seek to incite our sedate ego
    So that we, the Neophytes, may be exploited and transgress, exposing our embarassing Humanity
    Rather than transcend to unprecedented heights

    My advice: smile, and move on quickly

    --Beware of your irascible tendencies
    Lest they erode pending propitious emolument

    Know these to be the professed tenets of Alpha Five Six**.

    II: The peril of the tedium: the paucity and ostracization of the polymath; discarding the sybarite quotidian in favour of stimulation and perspicacity

    Midway upon The Path, immortal questions of desultory invariably arise:

    Today, I am extant
    Tomorrow, what is to become of me...?

    A familiar equation

    III: Enlightenment: eschewing error; contemplation of the ineffable infinite

    I close my eyes and the blood rushes toward
    The present malignant, insoluble, melodramatic fallacy

    Release.
    In an erratic and extempore unifying paroxysm...the seams of the smoke-screen substratum crystallize and pour into my awareness...

    Crunching concepts, a revelation deducts and joyously announces: "samadhi is imminent..."

    Suddenly, an obtuse confusion abruptly descends upon me and encircles me like a suffocating shroud...

    Blinking torpidly, the immortal words of Meister Eckhart teeter exotically on the edge of my consciousness, surmising the essence of Life on Earth most eloquently:

    Everything is gained, only to be lost; so the soul may stand in unhampered nothingness

    IV: Intermission -- Arrested Development, Regression, or Progression?

    It was inevitable...the perfect plateau falters, and ineluctably, the banal seeps through my sieve of discernment...I slip, losing my place, toppling off the pinnacle. Or so it appears.

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  • I HATE it here -- No name, 15:24:08 08/03/02 Sat
    Hey... okay, on the me living with my sister status... everything that happened last sunday really fucked my life up. I got yelled at this morning because i was wearing a pair of baggy black and red pants with bondage straps... wtf, i got told that i'm going to hell, and i'm not allowed to bring that shit into the house i'm staying in. They think i'm an antichrist, that i don't believe in god... fuck, i don't believe in THEIR god... i believe in .... something... and the fact that they claim to know me but think i'm a fucking antichrist, is... laughable. I fucking hate them, i'm going to try to go to hawaii to stay with my dad for a while, hopefully i'll be able to sort out my thoughts there. Fuck... i need a home... somewhere where i don't feel like i'm invading someone else's house... i mean, alic's was great, she's my best friend... but i need somewhere that isn't someone else's house... my dad's house... where i can be myself and not worry about hiding the way i feel. Fuck people, people suck... Oh, and did you know, that me wearing baggy pants is rebeling? yeah, doing something i've been allowed to do all my life is a rebellious thing... go figure *snort* fuck! i'm so... bleh... i wanna just run... just go somewhere... katie, jas, if ya'll read this, ya need to get ahold of either me or pattz... probably just pattz, 'cause she knows where she'll be next week ;) but nevertheless, get ahold of us, we'll go do something. love ya'll! PiEcE!

    ~*~*~Rose (Kael, Caly, Krysta)~*~*~

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  • Rum and Coca-Cola (like that old song) -- Myitt, 11:47:57 08/09/02 Fri
    So. The Fellowship of the Ring is out on DVD. I told myself I would wait until November for the four-disc edition...but alas, it proved yet again far too difficult to resist spending another paycheck at the book(music/video/coffee) store where I work...yep...because books, music, movies (but not coffee, really) are my drugs, clubbing and alcohol..I'm an abnormal teenager.

    It's such a pretty-looking movie...*drool*

    November will be even better--reintegrated cut scenes (cut for length and rating purposes, reintegrated into the film with new music, apparently seamlessly).

    It'll be great fun. I promise. No really, you have to believe me. Good times are to be had by all.

    p.s.-crows are smart!

    p.p.s.-Currently reading Anne Rice's Vampire Chronicles. Also great fun etc. etc.

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  • Skinny Cow -- Kaeldra, 22:56:42 08/05/02 Mon
    Skinny Cow,
    Where do you belong?
    You're too skinny,
    Unlike the others.
    They tell you to conform--
    "Fatten up, Skinny Cow",
    They whisper every day,
    "Fatten up real quick."
    Skinny Cow, be strong--
    Don't you dare conform.
    They want to slaughter you,
    Skinny Cow,
    Fatten you up
    And slaughter you.
    "You're different, Skinny Cow",
    They tell you every day.
    "You're different, not the same."
    Skinny Cow, hold onto that.
    That difference will save your life.
    Don't conform, Skinny Cow,
    Stay different, keep your life.



    So that is what a skinny cow is... heh, sorry, i got bored.

    Anyways, i go now, PiEcE ya'll, love ya!

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  • Camping? What is this, camping? -- Psych, 18:00:36 08/05/02 Mon
    First: Alic, Rose, you have made me verry, very happy. (come any tuesdays and we'll go to church!362-7618)

    So my dad says we're going camping. Yay! great, i think we're actually going out into the mountains and be all out-doorsy and yar! and stuff but, no. Camping to him is going to an RV park that's close to the highway, racetracks and is within walking distance of a McDonald's. I just got back today, it was neat, for the most part. Got to see some deer on the way up, horses AND there was ONE wild cow. o.O
    Yeah, so, we get to where we want to go and set up our little camper that shakes and rattles and all that and i look around and say "What the hell is that?" By that i mean the smell. Tires, gas, fast food and dog sweat fill the air, gross. Sat we watched the midgets race (the cars, old and new!) and left the next day to go to a site by a river. It's so much nicer with grass! And a wanna be beach. (Me dad's a decent cook, by the way) We were supposed to make smores at that place but...we didn't have roasting sticks..not even tree branches...i tried to use a plastic fork but.. yeah, it melted. And our fire was the little spark that came from a candle since there was no fire building thingy with rocks and all that.
    I SAW THE JESUS MOBILE! HAH! That made me laugh...While leaving the Alberstons store i see this army green van drive up with GOD written all over the front of it and the windshield. On the side it said "Jesus Christ is Lord of Lords, King of Kings." I wanted to yell out "Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we die! Mormons rule!" But i didn't. My parents know how much i dislike church and don't belive in god but we were with some of me mom's friends...Yes, so! I'm very dirty and am going to take a shower now!
    Later.

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  • Ice Cream, Soda Pop, and Chocolate Syrup(And immediately, you smile and know exactly who this is.) -- TGP, 00:25:56 08/04/02 Sun
    School starts on the 14th of August. I have a week more of my job, then I get the last four days before that wednesday to myself. I could rant about how I didn't have a summer and how the end of it came too soon. I could yell about how alone I've been all summer, sitting there in an office with only my scetch books and a computer screen for company. I could rave about how much my grandparents hate each other and how the air around them always feels electrified if they have to talk to each other. But... That would be far too depressing.

    I would much rather speak on a happier note.

    I got a puppy. She's half lab, but we don't know what the other half is. She looks just like a mini lab, and she won't get very big. Her name is Leta. My mom's bf said it was the name of a wreseler. I don't really know. I just liek her, my little black doggie. She's so very energetic and she won't stop playing. She loved to bite on my arms and my feet. I think she's just tasting to see if I'd be any good. Leta's four months old. She's so very cute. We're house breaking her right now so I have to make sure she doesn't shit on the carpet. ^_^;; But we forgive her. She's a puppy and puppies do that.

    I have the chance to get some publicity for my artwork. A very real chance... I'm not sure how I feel about it, though. It all depends on my grandmother's product. If it sells, my work will be seen by people other then my family or the select few who have found my website. I know it probably will sell. My grandmother is amazing when it comes to getting what she wants. I want to be just like her someday.

    I'm gonna be taking some classes in HTML and to learn about website generater programs. My grandmother wants me to be as versed with computers as I can be. She's going to try to get me into some college classes on computer programming next summer. I think she's just making sure I have a place in the world the day that I leave home, open my wings, and fly into the vastness of everything. That thought scares me. I don't really understand why, but it does. Like, someday I know I have to leave Mama's house and just go until I find where I'm suppose to be going. It's very confusing. I know I shouldn't think of things like that, but I do. Sometimes I feel so old inside, like my mind has lived so much longer then my body tells.

    There I go, dropping into a depressing subject again... Sorry. I'll do better next time.

    I'm getting some short stories together. I'm hoping to publish them in a small book. Nothing fancy, just four stories. My grandmother is helping me. She always does. If I do get published, it will be under The Great Pretender, not my name. You might look for me sometime. ^_^ 'Wanderings in Her Head' is the title and I've designed the cover, but I have yet to draw it... I think I'm waiting until they say if they're gonna publish or not. I hope they do, but I'm not so egotistical as to think it will happen definately. But there is always hope...

    I hope I haven't bored you all. I just needed to talk, ya know? You guys have always listened to me. ^_^ I think I depend on you all too much, but oh well...What keeps one sane keeps one sane. Thanks again for reading. Bye now!

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  • bored -- Warlock, 13:35:18 08/03/02 Sat
    well don't all post at once now

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  • Blow Your Mind: Part Two -- Xtremis Visser6 Andrew Finlay Rebecca Blaze, 22:17:27 07/31/02 Wed
    V: Black Denouement

    I trepidate
    The blood courses through my veins
    --I hear you scream
    Parsing out your ideology vehemently, in sharp gasps

    Endomorphins, seratonin, dopamine, and epinephrine explode in my brain simultaneously
    And we all dance mindlessly to the endless rhythm of instant gratification
    We are engrossed and lost in the seductive, incrogruous vibrations

    VI: Example cavil

    McDonalds is the bastard brainchild of the delicious social engineering institution, marketing; foundation being heavily based on sociological study and psychological manipulation.

    If I like it, I just do it
    Creed of hedonists, and the euphemistic, illegit "Satanists" alike.

    VII: Christianity's thoughtful antithesis

    Do not repent; realize.

    VIII: Missionary from Elsewhere; the linage of my extraterristerial spirit

    I intended to grasp
    The nature
    Of the transient moment in time
    Extract the void from itself
    And study it, subsequently edifying the elusive, encypted elucidation

    Fruitful postulation concocted to compose an introverted, introspective inquiry:

    Before this chair, there was nothing
    After this chair, there will be nothing.
    Tell me, why do I see a chair?
    I am blinded by my own ubiquity.

    Bland and insipid
    Are all that Can Be

    Eureaka! I have discerned the causation!
    It lurks behind the eyes
    And frequently surges through the neural network

    --The self
    And its assauging antidote:

    Embrace the eternal effulgence and revel in ebullience!

    Alas, you, my children, are autonomous intellects
    Inclined to engage in ephemeral, fickle bouts of egoistic antics
    From whom I cannot subtly extort faith

    IX: Graduating from the cast of 3D

    I always abscond
    It's better that way
    To ease away wordlessly
    Then to confront and utter, "goodbye"
    What good can come from that which can be detached, distilled, gauged, classified and compartmentalized?

    X: Last thoughts

  • Intermittent adamant escapist attempts are a symptom of immanent eternal damnation.

  • The proposed innoculation is not innocuous.

  • Becoming an intransigent autodidact taciturn aberrant anchorite stoic taoist (..etc...) is the only road to salvation of which I have knowledge.



    * My renowned revolutionary movement:
    http://www.a56.org: The Alpha Five Six organization - "Someone you trust is one of us"

    Unfortunately, the website is currently inchoate.
    Stay tuned to my imminent blog for details.

    The Cosmic Czar, The Alien Android Automaton Avatar, The Riddled Romantic

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  • Now I remember why I don't believe in God... -- Psych, 20:25:57 07/30/02 Tue
    My friend Charolette has been bugging me for over a year to come with her to church. It had been about six years (not including Sab and Oracle's invites) since i actually went.
    "We cannot be friends with those who do not believe in God purely and we sould not embrace homosexuality and bisexuality." The preacher guy's exact words...i wrote them down. (This is a Christian group by the way) I was glaring at him the entire time because i am a non believer in god and i am bi. (I never belived in god, i thought it was all one big story and everyone went to the book club. Really.)I thought i was screwed when he said "Such people as these will be destroyed and burn in hell for ever and ever." and then he said, "Now i know no one in here is like that."
    I wanted to walk up to him and say, "You're a fuckhead." and walk out. I'm not going to go into anymore because the next time i see him i'm going to ask "what should i do if half of my family is mormon?" which half of it is. BTW my sister in law is have her second kid! I'M GOING TO BE ANOTHER AUNTIE! But she's so small i'm worried for her...she's about 100 pounds...really scary. Anyways, wish me luck on my Church Adventure for next week.

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  • HEY -- Alic, 23:48:15 07/31/02 Wed
    I still haven't talked to all my old friends that I wanted to.. so if anyone remembers me, ALIC... e-mail me or im me on AIM at RX LettersToYou. yeah. hey people.

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  • Attention Myitt... -- Shinzo, 08:08:02 07/30/02 Tue
    MYitt...a while ago you played a game called Lunatix online and you met a guy called Zidane...I am Zidane and I have been looking for you for ages! Please contact me...

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  • What's with the rush of people coming back? -- Jess, 07:52:19 07/31/02 Wed
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  • Angry opinions -- She of the Portable Soapbox, 10:40:16 07/26/02 Fri
    "God"" seems to be a lasseiz-faire governor, and we all know how well that works.*snort*

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  • Random Gibberish... Midnight Ramblings -- Kaeldra, 01:42:47 07/30/02 Tue
    Here i am, almost three in the morning by my clock... i don't know what to do, i can't think, i can't sleep. It's like i'm sitting here high... completely zoned out... but i don't get high... Skinny Cow man, forever strong. Don't conform, don't be what they want you to be. Be yourself, no matter what. I don't know, i'm just stressed. Can you believe it? i was told by my older sister (the one with whom i happen to be living) that if i didn't go to church with her and her family that i'd pretty much be kicked out. Oh, she wrapped it up all nice and pretty with words, but i know i threat if i hear one. Forget that, i won't let them make me go. I wouldn't have a problem with it, if they weren't trying to force me to believe... force me to do it. I haven't been home for two days. i'm staying at pattz's. I don't know... life's a bitch as usual. Oh, and, sunday, when my day went soooooo far down the hole, i talk to my bf and he breaks up with me.

    Um... that's about it for now, i could write a whole lot more, but i don't want to bore you. I am tired, i want to try to sleep. I haven't slept for three... almost four days... not really anyways... i've gotten a total of about two hours of sleep. Oh well, i'll live, i have for the past 16 years.

    ~~Always shine, we WILL change the world. They won't expect us, we're silent as shadows... but we're here... and we're going to stay. WE ARE THE FUTURE, WE WILL NOT BE OPPRESSED.~~

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  • UGHHHH!!! Don't you hate Formatting you Comp? -- Applix-tra-lee, 10:10:00 07/28/02 Sun
    I just formatted my C: drive and came out with squat. I hate it, it was all because an eror screwed my computer. The worst part is that I'm a graphic artist, all my files are down the toilet!!!
    BUMMER

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  • Rambling on...shut me up please! No, later, let me just talk first. -- Glitter, 09:26:18 07/24/02 Wed
    Been forever! Nobody really knows me except one person. First of all, my internet radio is driving me crazy because it's skipping all the songs I like! Second, I am not Mr. Too-lazy-to-type-in-his-name. I'm a girl and I just don't like doing that! Third, I want a new name. People only know me as Glitter on here...what should I choose. JustABitch or JustHere? I'll shut up now. I'm going to go to my corner and sleep for another 6 hours or so. Later!

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  • *ahem* -- No name, 11:58:04 07/20/02 Sat
    What does your soul taste like?







    *grins*

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  • Thank you! -- Shark, 18:33:19 07/24/02 Wed
    Thank you very much for the suggestions, but I figured out why my friend couldn't have those text boxes... You need to use frames and I don't think Neopets lets you put frames in a guild. :( But thank you very much for the help!

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  • happy days -- warlock, 19:55:20 07/27/02 Sat
    SMILE EVERYONE THE WORLD IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

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  • Ranting of the bleeding-heart liberal variety -- She of the Portable Soapbox, 13:03:55 07/26/02 Fri
    I get so angry when I think about ""god"". Angry to the point of physical nausea. I think about the way things are, I think about the children in Africa born with AIDS whose mothers cannot even feed them because they are starving to death, both mother and child wasting away from starvation and HIV. I think of all the people who give their whole lives to make just a bit of difference, knowing they can only change so much, dedicated people, I think of all the people who try to change things even the slightest bit-even we try. I think of all the power that god supposedly has.
    So many suffer and so many struggle to help and what does s/he/it do? Lets it all continue!!!
    I am so sick of hearing 'it's just the way things are.' I despise the status quo.

    Perhaps ""god"" has no real power. Perhaps I simply equate ""god"" with the status quo. Perhaps ""god"" has to let us lay in the grave we made, make our mistakes to learn from them. But all of these things seem like petty excuses.
    Maybe I am just a bitter cynic shaking her fists at the sky and muttering curses, daring whoever, if anyone, is up there to strike me down, to prove me wrong.
    But I am making a difference.

    Or, I am attempting to, at least


    That's all I can think of to say that will come out clearly right now. Linkssss:

    http://www.aavs.org - AAVS, the American Anti-Vivisection Society-- Animal Rights
    http://www.amnesty.org - Amnesty International-- Human Rights

    The following are four sites where all you need to do to help is click the button icon. Yeah it sounds stupid and cliche but it works cuz they have sponsors point being CLICK THEM DARN YOU.

    http://www.therainforestsite.com - The Rainforest Site
    http://www.thehungersite.com - The Hunger Site
    http://www.thebreastcancersite.com - The Breast Cancer Site
    http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com - The Animal Rescue Site


    http://www.infoshop.org - Anarchists' resources and information. The FAQ is particularly good and comprehensive.

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  • you have 10 craaazy minutes -- Bobby, the Whiskey Bottle, 01:01:21 07/26/02 Fri
    have you been to the desert? have you walked with the dead? there's a hundred thousand children being killed for their bread and the figures don't lie they speak of human disease but we do what we want and we think what we please have you lived the experience? have you witnessed the plague? people making babies sometimes just to escape in this land of competition the compassion is gone yet we ignore the needy and we keep pushing on we keep pushing on this is just a punk rock song written for the people who can see something's wrong like ants in a colony we do our share but there's so many other fuckin' insects out there and this is just a punk rock song have you visited the quagmire? have you swam in the shit? the party conventions and the real politik the faces always different, the rhetoric the same but we swallow it all, and we see nothing change nothing has changed... this is just a punk rock song written for the people who can see something's wrong like workers in a company we do our share but there's so many other fuckin' robots out there and this is just a punk rock song 10 million dollars on a losing campaign 20 million starving and writhing in pain big strong people unwilling to give small in vision and perspective one in five kids below the poverty line one population runnin' out of time

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  • ass -- Bobby, the Whiskey Bottle, 12:30:24 07/25/02 Thu
    I always said the best piece of ass I ever got was when my finger slipped through the toilet paper

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  • Checking in... and back out -- TheKid (among other various names), 10:16:37 07/24/02 Wed
    Looks like you're all doing well... *smirks* security blanket, agent? naw...

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  • Bored to hell -- I Am Mortal, 22:50:53 07/23/02 Tue
    Random message of the day. Games=Fun i want WC3. I need money. I hate the world. Y cant i just barter?

    The Temple Bombing is the most boring book I've ever read. So far it has NO plot. I'd rather spent my time watching a spider making a web.

    I need to find some kind of motivation. I burn out half way through and just say thin ktheres no point. Like being too lazy to skip a song even tho u hate it except for 1 part in it

    N.E.R.D kicks ass

    No one will care but just for fun hometown.aol.com/xxvorlonxx/ on the Clan iMp section you can see a group of ppl i play with. Mine will be up there whenever i can get a pic online. ni66awhat, master, dawg and vorlon i play with the most :

    Just random shit. Enui to hell.

    ^Dis

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  • Sab and Shark and Everyone else -- Jess, 20:15:04 07/22/02 Mon
    Sab, I'll find you a tutorial, I'll go buy you one and overnight it if I gotsta.

    Shark, have your friend IM me AOL:knottedgibberish MSN:stickyjunk@hotmail.com yahoo:knottedgibberish, I can tell her whatever she needs to know.

    Everyone, I tried to call thee today, but I dialed the wrong phone number, one of the numbers I wrote down was all messed, and I couldn't tell what it was, so I called Lulu, to get it from her, but I accidentally used the whole phone card talking to her...heh...sorry, I'll get another on friday, and I promise I'll try my hardest to call her by monday.

    All done

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  • Chain Letters -- Shark, 19:24:31 07/15/02 Mon
    E-mail chain letters can be cute or fun, but after a while... They become seriously annoying. What's even more annoying is how people can actually believe that the hoaxes are real.

    I have received a chain letter saying that Texas Gov. Rick Perry is considering allowing prayer in Texan public schools. Now, if you're old enough to forward an e-mail and especially after 9/11, you should know why this is fake--It's unconstitutional!

    You've probably gotten the ones about the sick little girl who will get 10 cents for each e-mail sent... Now, I can't believe that people can't see through those... How would the hospital track the e-mail down? And how would they benefit from this scheme? Makes no sense...

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  • Are there any HTML people here? -- Shark, 19:44:47 07/22/02 Mon
    My best friend needs some help with her Neopets guild and wanted to know how you make a scroller. I think she's talking about a text box. Not like in a form that you fill out. More like the kind that can't be editted and you scroll down to read the text. Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I've searched the Internet and it appears no one knows how to make it and I can't find the sites that had a text box... Curses... Can anyone help?

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  • Don't you hate a Respect lovi'n hypocrite? -- Applix-tra-lee, 10:27:22 07/23/02 Tue
    I'm known for Aguing, it's my buisness, my income, my Reputation. But I know two people that are exactly like that. But don't you hate when you argue with an adult? They always win because they Say they 'know they're right' and when they're not they will say they meant somthing else. Well this story will cheer all of you up who say Adults are always wrong.

    So I was walking into a resturant in West virginia. It was after whitewater rafting and we'd just stepped into a Shelly's for Dinner. We were walking on in but we had to stop and wait for someone to come and seat us when suddenly My arguing friend saw a picture that would end his fathers grace. So he goes, "Hey Matt. Look at the Ace raft." He thought it had said 'ace' because the boats we had takin were ACE rafts so they said ace on the side. But the veiw of the boat was bad and the Letters were scrunched. So I said, "That says ANS not ACE." I thought ANS because 1. that's what it looked like, 2. None of the ACE rafts were yellow, And 3. ANS is a big rafting company. So we got in a big argument and he got real nasty, saying stuff like, "You need to get your eyes checked." Or, "Are you crasy?" So finally His father broke in and being the Largest Arguer in the Sea he says, "Matt, Shut up! It says ACE, It couldn't possibly be ANS. And Stop arguing! You argue so much." He gave me a large Frown that says, "My son is right and your wrong." Suddenly My friend had an Idea to Ask the Waitress, "It says ANS." I had to try not bursting out into a bright smile and acted calmly Knowing that I had beaten a Parent in an argument. My friends father Grumbled somthing and stormed off, the Worst and Most hillarious thing though was that, after all of this my friend walked up to me and said, "I told you it said ACE."

    I hope that story cheers everyone who's ever challenged a parent into an argument and lost because they know your right but decide to be a Hypocrite and tell you to stop arguing.

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  • "Fourty-two," said Deep Thought, with infinite majesty and calm. -- Myitt, 11:30:03 07/15/02 Mon

    Why do Led Zeppelin and The Beatles kick so much ass? I must find the verifiable reason...*sets out to calculate this mathematically*

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  • Adobe Illustrator -- §abotage, 20:31:56 07/20/02 Sat
    Hey kids, I just got my paws on Adobe Illustrator, and you know what? I am completely lost. I haven't got the slightest idea what to do with it. Anyone here use it (with some skill) have any advice for me? Or any websites with good tutorials? Or any photoshop tutorials, while you're at it... Mmm. The local newspaper has officially put out an offer to publish just about any cartoon/illustration that comes their way, and pay you while they're at it, so I need to get these programs down posthaste

    thankee kindly :)

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  • Nothingness -- I Am Mortal, 21:44:31 07/18/02 Thu
    I gonna post this just to post. Though i feel like complaining of everything. Blah blah blah.
    NWN is awesome. lvl 54 Monk. Monks kick ass

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  • It's my birthday. -- Damien, 19:04:42 07/17/02 Wed
    16 years ago this world was cursedwith my existance, and nobody has ever been the same.

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  • ...and so... -- Agent X, 02:43:49 07/13/02 Sat
    ...I'm back. Would have come back sooner, but my computer was fried (possibly permanently) in a thunderstorm-related power outage, and I lost everything- including web addresses. That was a few months ago. I didn't try looking for this place until just now. It's 4:20 in the morning (isn't that cute?), and I've recently had too many energy drinks (Red Bull is my crack) and too many hits off a steamroller (Weed is my weed). That might explain why I'm here. Drugs make you stupid.
    So, like.... I'll check back here in a while, if I'm not out. To see who else is still clinging to an old chat like it's some kind of torn-up, snot-crusted security blanket. And stuff.

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  • kneecaps and hackey sacks -- lOgiK, 01:17:47 07/18/02 Thu
    bah I was supposed 2 leave for my week long trip of white water kayaking I get 2 pioneer park we're gettin ready 2 leave and I'm just sittin there kickin a hack around I dislocate my kneecap it didn't hurt at all until they actually moved my knee oy that was painful the laughing gas was beautiful like 4 hits my whole body was weightless and THEY WOULDN'T GIMME ANY 2 TAKE HOME!!!!!!!! bastards now I have 2 wear crutches and a knee brace that doesn't allow ANY flexibility and it's impossible 2 get 2 sleep with it on but anywho I'm gonna go watch Robotech for the next 6 hours peace

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  • Dead Bird -- DayDreamer, 19:53:32 07/15/02 Mon

    My friend's were throwing rocks at birds. One of them picked up this huge rock and threw it down on this small little sparrow. It smooshed the lil' birdie. She didn't mean to kill it. She thought it was going to fly away. It didn't. It got smooshed. It's leg went in to it's chest. We wrapped it in tissue paper and gave it a funeral. We buried it beneath a tree. I think we were nine when that happened. I don't know.... I just suddenly remebered that.

    Yeah.... I'm bored so I decided to write this and make you bored, too. Yea!

    **POOF!**

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  • WHEEE! -- Jessica, 09:03:59 07/17/02 Wed
    My comp's fixed! yay. something to do. We don't have TV, I'm out of books, and I have no money for gas. :) But now I can screw around on the puter. :) yayayay

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  • Long Time -- Kaeldra (Calystia, Krysta), 23:19:34 07/15/02 Mon
    Wow. I've like, not been here for a while... does anyone even care? I'm just bored and it's midnight and i can't think of anything else to do. Jess!!! i missy you!! i never sees you evers anymore! if you can call me (585-9595) area code (208) actually, anyone that wants to can call me, just not collect ;) Um... i really don't know what to write... If you miss me or want to talk to me or whatever (hell, even if you just want to figure out how to get ahold of alic) you can im me (aim- dwunrose2) or e-mail me (calystia67@yahoo.com)... Ima go now, Happy birthday damien, much love always there. Much love to you all, keep smiling and shining, you guys... we're gonna run this planet some day... 'till we get sick of it and blow the damned thing up ;). Piece!

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  • Attn: The AniChat Awards -- The Voting Committee, 13:03:36 07/15/02 Mon
    Due to a severe lack of participation, we will not be conducting the awards for a while, or posting any results from the last one.

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  • DEAR SWEET MOTHER OF GOD NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! -- Breekan1, 18:18:01 07/12/02 Fri
    My little sister is having a sleepover, and I don't know the local pastor's phone number... *puts on army helmet and fatigue. Takes out holy water, bible, and cross* Looks like I'll have to preform the excorcism myself...

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  • Rocks my sox -- No name, 23:42:25 07/13/02 Sat



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  • Anichatamy Awards Peeps -- Breekan1, 18:32:01 07/14/02 Sun
    When are you guys going to record the results of the last votes? It's been archived, so no one else can vote anymore.

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  • fuckin kids -- No name, 01:50:20 07/10/02 Wed
    I was thinking about posting something I wrote the other day but I decided against it I'd rather just ramble on meaninglessly like everyone else does pretending that anyone actually cares

    some kids these days are stupid I know this one kid that every time I see him he has at 'least $200 of shit that he stole that day I mean I aint complainin' that he's a thief it's just that he's so dumb about it he does it in the open and brags about it kids like that give kids like me a bad name I mean I'll sell some merchandise 2 make a buck once in awhile but my life don't revolve around thievin' and all these kids that hink they're cool cause they stole a car while they were drunk and taht rolling one kid makes them the toughest shit around I swear one of these days these kids are gonna do sumthin 2 really piss me off and I'm gonna do sumthin stupid but anywho it's 2 in the morning and even santa clause pisses me off at 2 in the morning so I'm goin 2 bed

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  • I'm gonna kill it! -- Psych, 11:56:07 07/13/02 Sat
    *smashes her evil brother's alarm clock with a bat* DIE!
    Just DIE!
    *smooths back her hair and sighs*
    That was fun. Well, kids, the update is: I get to go to a Wedding Receptoin thingy. Get to wear a dress. It matches my hair and nails...green. mmm...green.
    Anyways. Yeah, My neighbor had a sleep over last night with two of his friends. I went over and we jumped on the trampoline for a while...then i got crushed...i woke up and went back over to his house...we ate breakfast...palyed on his comp...ate lunch....got crushed again by the fat kid. *shudders* ew...fat kid.
    Yes, I'm happy, giddy even. Becuase I know something you all don't know! And it makes me happy. Well, I'm going to go get my hair bleeched and dyed...I'll by angsty for the bleech...Rememeber, WEAR SUNSCREEN!

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  • DON'T PANIC -- No name, 21:54:08 07/11/02 Thu
    Also, don't worry about it :)

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  • Oops! -- No name, 18:47:18 07/11/02 Thu
    Er, sorry about the mess I made of the message board. Only meant to post it twice, not that many times. grrr.
    *walks away ashamedly*

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  • The HGTTG Random Quote Generator! (Mark 2) -- Ravenous Bugblatter Beast of Traal, 18:40:30 07/11/02 Thu


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