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Date Posted: 03:17:15 07/24/01 Tue
Author: spoot
Subject: For Vex (and the rest of us gals)

I read Vex's plaintive post about her confusion over the goddam intensity of her obsession with Our Lady of the Bent Gender. I have to say it brought back memories! Once I got bitten with the Eddie bug, I was like the cat on the hot tin roof. I couldn't stand still, my mind was fevered, it felt like being possessed by a succubus, the pain of unrequited love was like a malady.

I found after a while that the only way I could handle my condition was to write all my thoughts and feelings like a journal entry, and somehow seeing the words written down reduced the feelings to a managable size. And then I logged on to izzard.com and found out that other women were struggling with the same frustrating overwhelming syndrome!

Now, two years later, though I'm still crazy about him and still muse on him daily, it is not so raging a fire, more like smoldering red embers.

Where once I fought against it, felt my maturity and dignity was somehow at peril, felt freakish and sad, now I am grateful for the vitality and joy of life that this obsession has awakened in me and profoundly appreciative of the deep and true friends that I have found through this absurd magnificent obsession!

Thank you Eddie, you have given more than you will ever know!

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