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• I just wanted you to know... -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 8:20pm PST
  • Sometimes I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear, and I can't help but ask myself how much I've let the fear take the wheel and steer.. -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 8:30pm PST
    • He had crossed her mind a couple of times but she liked to blame it on the fact that she was carrying his child, not that she was intrested in what he was doing. She watched him for a moment, before she took a deep breath and headed over there. She didn't look pregnant in the least, in her cut up jeans and sparkling green top that brought out the amber in her eyes, a black leather jacket on her shoulders and her hair pulled back in a twist. Her heels clicked on the ground as she paused to let another camera man take a picture before she stopped in front of him, tipping her head to the side. "Gabriel Marita, I was wondering if I could talk to you for a couple of minutes." She stated, a small smile playing on her lips as she said his name, as if it were a secret just between them. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 8:43pm PST

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• Insane is where I have been.. -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 8:51pm PST
  • She smirked a little at his attitude, tipping her head up and asking for patience before she opened her mouth. "Don't worry, won't take up to much of your time." She let out a soft breath, her brow furrowed. "Just wanted to let you know that I'm pregnant." She raised a hand, stopping him from speaking. "Before you start throwing around 'slut', 'whore', and 'you can't prove its mine', it's yours." She paused for a just a brief second. "Didn't come to make you take care of your responsibilties or any shit like that. Just thought you had a right to know." She nodded a little before she turned, heading out of the street and back to the sidewalk. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 9:14pm PST

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• (He was speechless as she spoke, his eyes narrowing and his lips pursing. So she was going to just knock the knees out from under him then walk away? He might be insane but he wasn't stupid. He stalked after her, grabbing her arm harshly and turning her towards him.) I told you I didn't mess with whores, Kelci. (He said, searching her face for anything, knowing he had no right to demand anything from her when he wasn't even sure what he wanted to find. He let out a sigh and closed his eyes for just a second, he had a feeling he was asking for it, women always had alterior motives.) What are you going to do? (He asked, not sure he wanted to know.) (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 9:24pm PST

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• She jerked her arm away from him, setting her jaw. "Don't think you can push me around, Marita." She nearly growled out, adjusting her coat before she straightened her shoulders. "I am going to get rid of it, what else can I do?" She questioned him, her voice demanding. "I am not big on the whole, killing an innocent child thing, but I don't really have much of a choice." She wasn't looking to argue with him. "Like I said, just wanted to let you know, though I am sure I am not the first girl that got knocked up with your kid and I probably won't be the last, I thought you deserved to know." (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 9:39pm PST

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• Nobody, nobody get;s out alive.. -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 9:53pm PST
  • Now she was getting angry. "You think I don't fucking know that, Pendejo?" She growled out. "I know it fucking takes two people thats why I am the one who's fucking throwing up every morning, dizzy all the time and eats more then I have my whole fucking life, huh?" Her hispanic accent was thick as she got angry, her amber eyes sparking. "So don't fucking walk up here calling me a murderer, alright Cabrón? Do you want to take care of a kid? Do you think you could? Cuz I sure as hell couldn't and I am not going to be some kinda bitch who brings a child into the world and doesn't take care of it, alright?" She was nearly trembling in her anger, her cheeks flushed and her eyes sparking. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:00pm PST

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• (He took a step back from her looking at her like she had just conjured Satan on the ground between them.) Are you crazy? (He said, narrowing his gaze again.) I said I wasn't going to stop you. (He shook his head, this was why he had stopped fucking women, it wasn't worth it.. he hated the arguments and the way he tended to get drunk afterwards. He sort of felt for her though and it bugged the shit out of him. He crossed his arms to keep from kissing her, she was kinda hot when she freaked out at him.) Look, Kelci.. do what you have to do, okay? (He reached into his pocket and pulled out his keys.. time to become scarce again.) I have enough on my mind right now. (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:07pm PST

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• Her eyes dropped down to the keys in his hand, rolling her eyes a little. "I don't know why I even bothered to tell you." She stated softly, looking up at him. "You weren't here for Karlie when she needed you the most and your her so called best friend." She shook her head, her eyes flashing as she spoke, her voie low and intent. "Your nothing but a coward, you may be able to drive a fast car and fuck like a stallion but where does that leave you? Alone, without having anyone be able to depend on you. Your not even a person." She shook her head in disgust, turning on her heel, intent on walking away yet again. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:19pm PST

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• (The words she spoke sliced right through him and left him looking at her back with a dazed expression. A couple of the guys around them that had overheard her made lewd comments and he found himself walking after her in an uncharacteristic display of emotion.) So that's how it's going to be, Kelci? You're going to show up and tell me that you want nothing from me.. but then you're going to get pissed at me for giving you nothing? (He stopped walking again, it was worthless.. he knew it, yet he was still trying.. he didn't want to fail her like he had failed Karlie... she had never called him. His eyes suddenly had a softer look to them, as if he realized for a moment his weakness... his pride.) You could depend on me if you gave me a chance. (He said just loud enough for her to hear, the words sounding like he didn't quite know they came out of his own mouth. It was what happened when he allowed himself to speak without thinking.) (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:24pm PST

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• "I didn't say I wanted nothing. I expected nothing but maybe uh, a 'hey, hope you do alright with it' or something would have been fucking nice." She stated, turning around to cross her arms over her chest and gaze at him, her head cocked to the side - her confusion and worry written discreetly on her expression. "Give you a chance?" She questioned, her brow furrowed a little. "Everytime I saw you you've been nothing but a cocky, self centered ass, Gabriel, what was I supposed to give you a chance about?" She shook her head, her brow furrowed. This wasn't easy for her either, it would be hard for to get over having an abortion but it really was her only option. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:38pm PST

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• (A muscle worked in his jaw as he tried his hardest not to snap at her.. it was getting him nowhere and she had made him think a little bit about his behavior. He rubbed his hand against his jaw and opened his mouth to speak, but closed it, stepped closer to her and repeated the whole thing again. He was rarely speechless.. couldn't ever remember feeling like this before.) I've only ever had to be a cocky, self-centered ass, Kelci. (He said, honestly, running his hand over his face and back through his hair, leaving it against the back of his head as his brows furrowed thoughtfully. He looked like she had kicked his puppy.) No one's ever given me a chance to be otherwise. (He admitted.. most girls would have just done it and not said a word.. he had never had a woman come to him for anything but money or sex, he figured that was all he was worth.) I didn't mean to let Karlie down... I could have been there for you, but you pushed me away. (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:43pm PST

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• She let out a soft breath at that, biting her lip as she watched him, he looked a little..despondent. Her eyes travelled around the, noticing they had an audiance and she knew he would be pissed about letting his guard down in front of all these people if he was thinking about it. She wasn't sure to say to him but she didn't want to just hash it all out here on the street. Releasing her lip, she looked around pointedly once again, letting him know that they had people observing before she spoke. "Want to go get some coffee?" Starbucks was what he had taken to calling her and they had talked the most they ever had at that cofee shop might as well go back now. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:46pm PST

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• (He took a deep breath, realizing as she looked at him that he had just had a grand old soul baring session in the middle of the strip. Closing his eyes even as his brows arched, he shrugged.) Yeah, whatever. (He said, looking frustrated, but for once in his life drained of anger. She might find that he wasn't the best at putting his thoughts into words, but he was damn well ready to try.. he wasn't going to let her get away with calling him a failure..only he could do that to himself.) (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 10:51pm PST

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• She nodded a little, walking towards him to place a hand on his elbow. How did it come around to her being the one to comfort him she would never know but she gently urged him across the street and into the expensive starbucks coffee shop. She just bought a juice, she may be killing this baby soon but that didn't mean she was going to get it all hyped up on caffine and shit while it was still there. Sitting down in a corner couch, she bit her lip, waiting for him to settle before she spoke. "If you just call Karlie and explain to her why you didn't call then I am sure she would understand. She really cares about you, you don't want to lose that." She was concerned for her cousin because she had been really hurt by Gabe's apperantly uncaring attitude. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 11:03pm PST

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• Wake me up when September ends.., -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 11:12pm PST
  • She let out a soft breath, trying to clear out her thoughts for a second before she frowned. "You can't blame me for any of this any more then I can blame you for knocking me up." She stated, her eyes threatening to spark again. At that last comment, she shook her head, nearly growling in response. "You know you don't mean that, you would resent it, be pissed, and hate me and the kid so why say things that you aren't going to follow up on?" She questioned, shaking her head before she reached down with shaky hands to open the juice bottle, cursing in spanish when she couldn't get it. (NT) -- Kelci, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 11:24pm PST

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• (He shook his head, his own eyes threatening to spark. He reached forward and took the bottle from her, opened and gave it back.) If you're going to sit there and have no faith in me at all, then how am I to deny the fact that self-fulfilling prophecy just might happen. (He said, the expression draining from his face again, he did not handle insults well, especially not the ones that rang true.) I don't say shit just to hear my own voice, Kelci. (NT) -- Gabe, Mon, Nov 07 2005, 11:28pm PST

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• She shrugged, letting out a soft breath. "I don't know you well enough to trust what you say just yet, Gabriel." She let out a soft breath, her eyes dropping down to her flat stomach for a second before she just shrugged her shoulders. "I don't have any other choice but to get an abortion, I mean, I am not big on the idea and I have always been against it...but I don't really have any other options, you know?" She sighed softly again, it wasn't something she was going to be proud of doing, hell it would haunt her for the rest of her life she imagioned. What else was she supposed to do? She was no mother material. (NT) -- Kelci, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 6:36pm PST

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• (He looked at her for a long moment, wondering if she was worth his time.. would they ever be able to be friends? It was always so much easier for him to save face by disappearing until people forgot what was going on. This was the first time that it backfired on him. He got himself ready to speak by taking and releasing a long breath.) If my uncles ever found out I let you do this. (He shook his head a little.. any child got hurt around a marita and people got hurt.. Gabe was likely to lose his head.) I'll take care of it for you though.. since I had a hand in getting you into it. (He shugged lightly, his voice quieter so other people couldnt hear.) (NT) -- Gabe, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 6:54pm PST

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• "If it makes you feel better you can tell him that you tried to stop me but I wouldn't hear anything of it." She shrugged her shoulders, her brow furrowed just a touch as she offered him a rueful smirk. One hand lifted to pull the chopsticks out of her hair, letting it fall down around her shoulders. "Normally my pride would stop me from taking money from anyone but since I am broke..." She pursed her lips a little, her eyes dropping. "I don't want to wait so long that I have to have the surgery...that just seems so..real, you know?" She could take the pills that would cause a miscarriage as long as she did it before the 9th week. (NT) -- Kelci, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 7:17pm PST

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• (He sighed, looking away for a moment.. he knew she was set on it, but he really didn;t want the details.. it made him feel dirty and underhanded and he didn't like it. He let his gaze shift to her out of the corner of his eye a little and nodded.) Yeah I could see that. Let me know when and where and I will be there. (He said, his phone going off in his pocket. He reaching in and shut it off, if it was important they could find him that's all their was to it. For some reason, he felt the urge to change the subject.) I am heading to Las Vegas in three weeks.... (He shrugged a little.) .. in case you wanted to know. (he was feeling uncomfortable with all of this.. and he let out a breath, deflating a little before he sat up again and looked at her.) Look.. I really should... (What? Run off somewher?) ..get going. (NT) -- Gabe, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 7:28pm PST

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• She pursed her lips, letting out a soft breath, her brow furrowed. "You don't have to come...just sign a check, thats enough for me." She knew he felt uncomfortable with it, she did too, and she didn't want to drag him down into that too. "Oh..alright.." She murmured to his comment about going to Vegas before she cocked her head at his next comment. "Leaving for Vegas a little early?" She questioned softly, standing up and slipping her jacket on, her voice soft but honest. "You know, running away doesn't make anything go away, Gabe, just makes it seem all the more real when you get back." She shifted to throw away the bottle in the recycle bin. (NT) -- Kelci, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 7:34pm PST

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• (He looked at her as if she had insisted on tossing salt into his wounds.) I do what I have to Kelci, it seems we all do. (He jammed his hands into his pockets as he stood.) You shouldn't be alone though this, call me. (He insisted, looking towards the door as if it might hold his solace.) I need to get things set up down there.. finals. (NT) -- Gabe, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 8:03pm PST

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• "And look where what you have 'had' to do has gotten you - it made you lose your best friend." She shook her head, buttoning up her jacket and then tipping her head towards him. "I don't have your number." She stated honestly, if he wanted her to call, she would, not because she needed him there for support but because he had a right to be there. If he had said he wanted the kid, not to get rid of it, then she wouldn't have, if there was any chance for the baby to have some sort of life she would have carried but she knew she couldn't handle giving it up for adoption - which was selfish but what could she do - so she just was going to go through with this as planned. (NT) -- Kelci, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 8:16pm PST

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• (His eyes narrowed,) Shit happens. (He said in a low voice before he recited his phone number for her. There was about an ice cube's chance in hell that the two of them could raise a normal child together. The poor kid would emancipate himself at three and start a runaway camp for other children like him. It just wasn't in the stars for someone like Gabe to be a good father. With a deep sigh that was more like a 'humph' than anything, he led the way outside into the chilly air, enjoying the shock of the cold on his skin. He had been getting angry with her again.. and even though he was trying hard to contain himself, she just had a way of getting under his skin and pushing his buttons.) (NT) -- Gabe, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 9:06pm PST

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• She let out a soft breath, shrugging her shoulders lightly against the chill of the outdoors before she looked down the road towards her apartment building. "Well, I guess I will call you when its time for the appointment." She stated before she turned, starting to walk towards her building. There was obviously no need for anymore words, they weren't compatiable in any way other then that which ended up making babies - just chatting wasn't their forte. (NT) -- Kelci, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 9:17pm PST

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• (He watched her go for a long moment, wondering what was going on with him and why these things just kept happening to him.. Andi, then Karlie now Kelci.. the women who he started to enjoy spending time with always ended up getting hurt. His cell went off again and he pulled it out, smirking.. it was his friends, looks like it was time to celebrate his win! He looked one last time down the strip towards Kelci, then walked up the road the other way.. he had to get her off of his mind or he would go crazy.) (NT) -- Gabe, Tue, Nov 08 2005, 9:28pm PST