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Date Posted: 23:24:16 10/18/03 Sat
Author: Chel
Subject: And now for my spill

You are all my friends and have been keeping something from you for ages, so here goes......

In about the middle of Aug I had a nervous breakdown and attempted suicide. Looking back it was stupid but when you are in the depths of a depression there seems there is no other way out. My husband found me on the bathroom floor and found the letters I had left for my kids and put me on a plane down to a friend who is a psychologist. She got me some treatment and I moved in with my mum when that was all underway. I have been here ever since.

My husband sent my kids down for a holiday and as the time grew closer I knew that I couldn't go back. I got legal advice which said to keep them with me so I did. Now there is a fight for custody because we are 3,500km away from each other. The kids are in their old schools and love it here. I have a job and am moving into my owm place in the next couple of weeks.

It is frightening, I am shit scared. We have been together since I was 15 and I am now pushing 30. Never been on my own and am now having to raise 2 kids by myself, deal with this depression and keep myself and the kids going. To top it all off I haven't had sex in over 5 months and it is killing me (can you relate Sharon?). Single life really sucks when you are my age!! Mind you I would rather spend the rest of my life alone than go through all I have been through over the course of my marriage. NEVER EVER EVER WILL I DO THAT AGAIN.

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oh my gosh!!!!!!!!!!! -- bren, 16:04:51 10/19/03 Sun
I think -- kyser, 14:35:07 10/20/03 Mon
- by the way Chel -- kyser, 05:03:07 10/21/03 Tue
  - mmmmm -- Blade, 13:35:30 10/21/03 Tue
    - gee Blade -- kyser, 13:59:53 10/21/03 Tue
      - I know -- Chel, 21:46:45 10/21/03 Tue
        Oh, I forgot -- Chel, 21:48:50 10/21/03 Tue
        hahhaha... -- spags, 01:30:49 10/22/03 Wed
        No dice -- Blade, 03:14:28 10/23/03 Thu
        did u even read Chel's post -- kyser, 06:25:04 10/23/03 Thu
        your brothers lawyer was incompentant -- Blade, 14:07:24 10/23/03 Thu
        thats bs -- kyser, 14:56:25 10/23/03 Thu
        Thanks Kyser -- Chel, 00:22:25 10/24/03 Fri
        U know why i am on my high horse -- Blade, 02:37:33 10/24/03 Fri
        And to all this, I say....... -- bren, 04:22:24 10/24/03 Fri
        OK ..ME AGAIN -- kyser, 12:33:07 10/24/03 Fri
        Its so easy -- Chel, 20:35:26 10/25/03 Sat
        I know why he killed himslef -- Blade, 16:24:19 10/26/03 Sun
        wow so much info...in the words of buffy -- sharon, 17:18:30 10/30/03 Thu
        Well put sharon -- Blade, 21:50:05 10/31/03 Fri
        Well put sharon -- Blade, 21:50:55 10/31/03 Fri
        that is true -- sharon, 15:50:32 11/01/03 Sat
Wow -- Gen, 18:40:29 10/28/03 Tue
- Anyone that hasnt tried to off themselves here? -- Blade, 00:33:16 10/29/03 Wed
  - well -- kyser, 08:25:20 10/29/03 Wed
    - Lifes a bitch than you die -- Blade, 13:59:03 10/30/03 Thu
      - ummmm -- kyser, 14:06:50 10/30/03 Thu
        Kyser, I like you best of all :) -- Genna, 18:51:05 10/30/03 Thu
        kyser=xx -- kyser, 09:04:05 10/31/03 Fri
        Yes u r -- Blade, 21:54:02 10/31/03 Fri
        yup, you're funny (NT) -- kyser, 11:15:12 11/01/03 Sat
        I know -- Blade, 16:57:49 11/02/03 Sun
        all I know -- kyser, 17:50:44 11/02/03 Sun
        Whatever (NT) -- Blade, 12:07:18 11/03/03 Mon
        Oh, you two love eachother :) (NT) -- Genna, 22:54:25 11/04/03 Tue