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Date Posted: 21:29:47 02/04/03 Tue
Author: Pat D.A.W.G
Author Host/IP: host-209-214-171-122.sdf.bellsouth.net / 209.214.171.122
Subject: Just some thoughts, Lifes a complete ride and at times I just wanna get off!! Nothing great or wonderful, its just been an ugly day again. PEACE

I don't even feel like this is home when my mind roams/
in my city the pitty my state in my house I feel so alone.
No friends bothered ta call and wish me happy b-day/
its okay cus I can now buy a 40 and drink off the day.
My parents get mad cus I cant even hold down another job/
I try my damnest but I refuse ta be treated like a dawg.
Its just the name, feeling insane go ta school is what they insist/
its just I feel like I get dissed by cats and all I do is get pissed.
tempers flare as I recall my great high school years/
all guys school where rich east end guys became my peers.
Few kept it real. others were concerned bout cars and whats in/
I was out looking in at times wishing I was him, yeah right driving his moms benz.
I had friends from other schools but left the scene in the summer/
what a bummer, once again I run it solo rushing my youth like a track runner.
Now I'am 21 yelled at ny my peers ta go get a carrer/
They don't know how Ive taken so much shit and tasted my tears.
I wanna save up for my turntables but by the time the money comes in they might be outdated as a fable/
I might not be able ta have time got get a real job and quit fucking up
What the fuck!! Like mosuetrap I'am stuck, maybe I should give it up/
put down my pen, sell my drum machine, mixer, and keyboard/
just for a little support in my accounts so I wont go poor.
Its hard when ya got 7 yrs invested to an art form u live/
breath and sleep helped me recognize myself and kept my soul from caving in.
I night there is no sleep, hell I've tried falling asleep at 12:00/
rhymes, rhythms, metaphors, complex texts make my brain swell.
What I do is never enough I can't stop this passionate rush/
I don't speak about to my family cus at times I keep it on the hush.
Check it, my dream was ta make big but never loose focus if amounts rolled in/
kept it real never loose way fight AIDS,hunger pains, and cancer on ends.
Invest my time and money to a family, a cause, a world fight we are losing dramatically/
Most people know how I feel so they quit asking me.
Its not like a wanna save the world, I just wanna make it think/
Explore its regions for knowledge so I can continue ta dip my ink.
Allot of people think I'am a wigger or punk and wanna see my demise/
why? Ive already seen evrything I love get lost right in front of my eyes.
My first chance at a devoted wife, no longer but life was staright/
From the top right back dwon to the bottom its the life I hate/
I don't feel love just confusion but I got a sense I can make sense of this shit and sometime soon discover my fate.

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