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Date Posted: 13:28:06 10/12/04 Tue
In reply to:
Becky
's message, "Changing my life" on 13:18:29 10/12/04 Tue
>Ok, yesterday was another day that I fasted, and just
>like the previous 14 days of my "planned" fast, I
>binged late at night. I would get sooo frustrated
>with myself and I hated it.
>
>Last night as I was binging i was also thinking. I
>was thinking how I don't want to spend the next 5,10
>to the rest of my life like this. I don't want to
>have to be worrying about failing organs in 15-20
>years(as I am only 18). I want to become an Animal
>Cruelty Investagator and how can I do that if I am
>tired all the time and always counting calories, and
>planning how I am going to get out of meals, and lie
>to people about what I ate all the time? My answer
>was that I couldn't, if I want to achieve my life long
>goal of saving and rescuing animals, I myself need to
>be healthy and happy with who I am.
>
>I am planning now that I will try to eat three meals a
>day, or at least two with a snack (my class schedule
>is screwy and it goes over either lunch or dinner
>everyday). I will try to only eat when I am hungry,
>and not just when the food is there(which is how I
>have always been, if the food is there, I will eat
>it). I want to try to get back the metabolism I once
>had where I could eat whatever and whenever I wanted
>without gaining an ounce. Will I ever get that
>metabolism back?? I think that now, with my recent
>binging everynight for the past three weeks, my
>metabolism has gone up a lot, which is good. How long
>will it take for my metabolism to stabilize?
>
>Any tips on how I can stay clear of Ana and stick to
>this "vision" of getting my life back in order, would
>be awesome. I have tried this so many times, only one
>other time I was this serious and I was "healthy" for
>about two months, then I freaked out when I stood on
>the scale one morning...but I don't want that to
>happen this time. I am really hoping that I stick to
>it this time! Any advice would be great, thanks for
>reading this, as it was kind of long.
>Take care
>Becky
The only thing I can think is to stay away from the scale. It can become very harmful to people like us.
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