"Wet Dream Of The Week" Gabriel Bateman - 13 Year old, Gabriel Bateman has become one of those boys that you see in the movies who's 'creepy'...but he's too cute to be creepy, so you give him a pass and let him...like, stab you, or whatever! LOL! But from his outings in shows like "Outcast", "American Gothic", and "Lights Out" (ALL of which, you guys should check out!), it's pretty clear that this teen actor is going to be around for a long time to come! Wishing you luck, Gabriel! ((Hugz))
My mail comes SUPER early I the morning...but UPS? Not so much! :P
So I lost all that sleep for nothing. BUT, the laptop is here now! It arrived in the early afternoon, and I had actually FORGOTTEN how 'empty' a new laptop can be when you first take it out of the box. So...what I thought would only take two or three hours took all night! I have to register, and put in the home Wifi, and add virus protection, and download all of my programs again (CCleaner, Malwarebytes, LibreOffice, Notepad, RealPlayer, VLS Player, Gimpshop...there's a LOT! And I had to do one at a time!) Then there are updates and restarts and settings...and I only had three hours of sleep, so I had to actually sleep, then wake up, and start AGAIN! Then, now that I have my old hard drive again...and I transferred ALMOST everything to the new laptop! (Moves pics/videos/documents/downloads over from the old hard drive...."Four HOURS Remaining"????? FUCK!!!!!)
Anyway, this is almost identical to the laptop I had before. Although I still have to move my MUSIC over too after this finishes. (UH OH!!! Hehehe! I might go back to sleep again when THAT process starts!) One thing that I noticed is that I can't import my favorites, so I'm going to have to save and re-organize each one of them singlehandedly, which is annoying, but easy enough to do. So it's no biggie.
While working on this, my mom is back on her, "Why don't you get out of your room and go outside?" kick again. Sure...I can STOP doing work and enjoying myself to walk around outside and do NOTHING! Great idea. I can stop writing and watch Tv. Ugh! Why can't I just be happy being a fucking HERMIT sometimes? Hehehe! I **LIKE** my isolation! I'm getting shit done! Leave me alone! :P
Anyway, this has been a 24 hour process, but I am reaching the end. Finally! Things are a bit scrambled on my system, but I can find them with a 'search', so I'll move it around later. As long as the essentials are in place. I'll add the rest of my favorites over the weekend. ::Fingers Crossed::
But yeah, if I was silent today...I was probably asleep! :P
Just an update for now! Seezya soon!
Ps- I fixed the board up a bit to solve the slow down problem! So, hopefully it works a bit better now. I can do that stuff now that it only takes a few minutes instead of half an hour! Hehehe!
Bloody UK and their new laws on speeding and fines.. FFS! -- Dom, 12:53:07 04/06/17 Thu
All these speed cameras, exorbitant rates for car tax, insurance, parking etc... Its bad enough they want to charge you through the nose if you dare to have a somewhat expensive or sporty car, they now want to charge you extra road tax if your car costs Β£40k or more.
Which in the UK is a common price.
That and now you are going to get charged 150% of your weekly pay if you speed on the motorway.... There is nothing wrong with 80mph!!
How Comsie influenced my life -- Philszzy, 14:47:45 04/06/17 Thu
I have know Comsie for close to a year now. George said most of the things I would have said, which shows how much he has done to inspire similar caring responses. I am an older man and found Comsie's storys by accident like many of you.
I have read many storys on Nifty before i found Comsie's but none had the passion and love shown in them as Comsie's have. I was so impressed with "Waiting Outside the Line", I searched for other stories by this author. Each story impressed me more than the last. I saw them as more than just stories by this point, and saw the heart of a compassionate man. I read Billy Chase day and night for several weeks and like most of you left wanting more. I went onto GFD and never stopped reading. It inspired me to write to Comsie to let him know how much I appreciated what he writes and how it influenced my life. I felt like he was writing about me. Many made me cry and his lighter loving stories made me smile. I had not read many books in recent years but I found his writing made me insatiable. I was surprised to receive a caring email as a response to mine, which i never expected.
I have been very fortunate in my life to never have problems that I could not fix on my own. But i have been sad many times never finding things I want that money could not buy. I felt loved by Comsie's words and it made me feel the same for others. Through the Shacker's site, I have met many wonderful people who have also made me feel loved. They have influenced my life to make me happy. I have seen how he has helped so many people overcome serious problems and shown love to those that were in dispair. I love people, but Comsie has shown me how to be more compassionate than I have felt before. One great Talmudic expression which has always influenced me is "he who saves one life, is as if he saves the world" I believe Comsie has done that over and over. He has certainly affected mine in a positive way. I hope I can live up to his rescue of mine.
What Comsie has given to me can never be repaid adequately. I can see the pain he has gone through in his very serious stories and I have gone through many boxes of tissues. I was made to appreciate what i have by reading them.
He has given me support through our communications when I have felt forsaken. He has made me feel worthy and given me the opportunity to help others who are not as fortunate as me. I will never forget Comsie's love and help. I will always be there for Comsie when he needs me and I think he knows that. I love you Comsie.
But thanks to donations from YOU guys...a brand new laptop is arriving today by mail! And I can't sleep because I'm scared I won't hear the doorbell or something! :P
I did hold off on some things because I'm still figuring stuff out at the moment. GayAuthors has had a huge revamp of their entire site and server, as well as on the way authors can post new material. Now...the way I've been posting stuff in the past was basically copying and pasting my code and hitting a button. The NEW way, however...ummm, well it's different. I have to go through a lot more steps before I can get anything posted on the site. It's more like what I have to do to get new ebooks published on Amazon. So...I can DO it...but please bear with me, as it takes a LOT more work to get it right! And presentation is everything! Hehehe! :)
But, when the laptop comes...I'll have to spend a few hours registering and setting things up and downloading programs and adding links! And I've got my old hard drive, so I hope I can just port everything over in a matter of minutes for each section. I've spent the last week editing stuff and getting it ready for the big roll out, but the laptop will keep me from spending two frustrating HOURS of trying to post anything!
Look for new stuff tonight on the Comicality Library (http://www.voy.com/17262/) Or just look for it on Nifty! K? I'll be working to fix things up and post them on GA as well, but no promises for tonight. Maybe on Sunday??? Monday at the latest! K?
I kinda have to go through the entire chapter code again. But I'll dedicate some more time to to it soon.
Anyway, THANKS to you all! And I'll be waiting for UPS to give me some good news in the next few hours! :)
...You want the world to view you, to value you, as a good person. I know I do.
But how do you prove your worth? :(
What do you do? What will be enough to get folks to say, "Hey, Comsie is a good guy"?
How long do I have to do this to get a safety seal of approval? What do I have to do to have people trust me?
June 19th will be my 19th year of keeping this site online. Almost 2 decades of just trying to 'help'. And I've taken my blows, believe me. And it hurt. Oh GOD, did it hurt. But the greater good won the day. Every time.
What miracle will I have to pull off to keep people from keeping a knife or a pistol under their pillow because they're afraid to sleep in my presence? What do I do? What do I say? I just...
Sometimes, I just don't get it.
Whatever. It's 6 AM, and I'm still online writing stories. Total waste of time. In the end, it just won't matter.
Please don't reply to this. Because even if you say, "We love you, Comsie!"...will you feel the same way a week from now? A month? I'll be back at square one, trying to prove myself all over again. Because the stand up guy I was seven days ago won't matter anymore. Or 30 days ago. Or six months ago. Or 19 years ago.
Constantly trying to prove myself...it's just exhausting. Plain exhausting. My strength is fading. My body aches. My psyche has been battered and crushed. It's just starting to feel silly now to think that I'll ever be anything more than a potential criminal in some people's eyes.
I'm older now. I'm not 23 years old anymore. I'm starting to see the senselessness in even bothering to plead my case at this point.
If you don't love me, don't trust me, or don't support me...please stay out of my email inbox from now on. I won't be wasting my time with that stuff anymore. I mean it. I'm officially done.
Feeling like Wolverine's "Logan", right now. I'm just tired. So damn tired.... :(
"Defenders" clip released today. ("Daredevil", "Jessica Jones", "Luke Cage", "Iron Fist", team-up in August)
LOL! It doesn't show anything much, it's just a tease, but they look like they just got done kicking a LOT of ass together! Hehehe! Iron Fist is actually tired! Do you know how much it takes to make Iron Fist tired? Luke Cage is full of bullet holes! What the heck just happened before they got on that elevator??? :O
Just in case you don't read our own bi-monthly online grab bag, Imagine Magazine ()...and you really SHOULD, because you're missing out on a LOT if you don't...this was a shot and quite innocent story that I originally wrote for Imagine and then just magically decided to add to the site today! It's on the Library right now! Check it out, let me know what you think!
The site is back in motion now! Obviously, I can't fit the memory of TWO whole laptops on one computer, so I've had to erase stuff, move stuff, juggle stuff, all weekend long! It's a pain! But we're all back in business! "Left Without Words" will be up tomorrow night! And more will be posted all week long! Also...my brand NEW laptop will be here on Thursday! (I tracked it this time) Which means I can write, AND reply to emails, AND post on the boards, again! I'm way behind, I know...but everything takes sooooo long on this laptop that I can only get a third of the stuff I want to tackle on a nightly basis. So, that's what has been taking so long! K?
Anyway, check out the story, leave a comment, and I'll talk to you soon! :)
It was actually your birthday this time around, so my apologies! Hehehe! Happy belated birthday, dude! ((Hugz and Smoochez))
I am officially opening the gates to the 'Boy Farm' for the rest of the week!
Now...here is the RULE! You're allowed to pick THREE boys of the eight that I'm going to offer you below! That's a LOT! Hehehe! So choose three!
You can ditch all eight boys for just ONE boy from our celebrity package! Just ONE, TurtleBoy! Hehehe, *ONE* celebrity cutie, or three other cuties from this chosen selection!
::Has Shack Bodyguards Barricade The Doors::
Don't try to cheat me and steal boys to run out with! Hehehe, you have to make a CHOICE! So choose wisely!
Anyway, to be serious for a moment...thank you for being a friend, dude. For listening to me cry, for helping me with techie issues, for Imagine Magazine, and just for making me smile. From the bottom of my heart...thank you. Love you lots, dude. Don't ever change!
Now...Pete's gonna do a pole dance for ya! So sit right there so you can get your lapdance! :)
New T.V. trailer spots dropped Sunday nite for Alien: Covenant during the season finale of The Walking Dead... -- Dwayne (Soooo Friggin Excited), 00:35:42 04/04/17 Tue
There were 3 of them during the show labeled "Run" "Pray" and "Hide" and they are all mashed into this one clip and there was also one called "Take me home"...some of the old trailers mixed with new stuff...AWESOME STUFF...lol... and the new Xenomorph looks SWEET along with the new Neomorphs (makes the Deacon look like a pet Hamster) but not as cool as the Xenos though...Yeah I watch too many videos on the Alien movies...lol...AND don't forget Alien Day April 26