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Date Posted: 15:17:22 02/21/04 Sat
Author: Matteo
Subject: Well, er, I mean, um, thank you for reviewing my post!
In reply to: Jen 's message, "And now, for a very special Review" on 02:02:41 02/21/04 Sat

There's no denying it irked you, along with all the others whom I did not deem SNL worthy, and who knows, maybe it irked everyone. I don't care.....atleast not right now, (but sometimes I do). I'm an outsider here, by my own design, so I don't worry to much about making or keeping friends. All I know is for some reason, I felt the need to give my honest opinion about who I thought was good enough to write for SNL. It probably stems from me being ultra competitive at times, or maybe it's just my very own personal way of making people feel bad, lol. Who knows.
Or maybe I'm being egotistical, because if I express that I know who is good enough, then that implies that I am good enough to, and I just want to let ya'll know it! Ha! LOL!
(note; I really am lol as I write this).

On the other hand, I don't really believe in what I did, or so often do. I've been on the side which is not good enough or deemed good enough, so I know it doesn't feel good, or really serve a purpose to be told you are not good enough (well, sometimes it serves as motivation). If this site was about songwriting, and I was a contributor, maybe I'd just be doing it for fun. Probably. Because song writing doesn't come that easy to me, so I wouldn't be one of the best.

As I have come to realize, not everyone comes here to be competitive; some are here just for fun - hell, maybe almost everyone. So my style does not really suit this place. Ah well, I'm a couple of days away from turning 30, yet often feel more like I'm about to turn 20; sometimes I just wish that I would grow up.

I've tried to stop coming here before, but I haven't been able to. I guess I need some help. Maybe you all should tell me off once and for all, if you feel that way, so I get the hint and don't come back. I mean, you all know my real name....and my game. Tell me I'm not welcome here and have run out of chances....seriously! Because of boredom, I'm addicted to coming here to waste time---help me out! Help me find something else to waste time on!!!

Oh well, I'm making a big fool out of myself once again; I guess that's a good reason not to show my face here again. I guess what it all boils down to is this place is not for me. I want an ultra serious environment that focuses on success, not this "for fun" b.s. I realize that I'm trying to turn this place into just that. If I was serious, I should have just pursued the standard ways of achieving writer stardom.

So, adios. I guess this is the end to reviews, considering there is no post for reviews yet (just a subtle hint).

Sincerely,

Matthew G Pavic

P.S. There is no point in responding to this post, unless it is written in gibberish, which is my language of choice, ha ha.

P.P.S. I knew my evaluation of writers would be a bad idea if I wanted to continue to come here, but a good idea if I wanted to stop. Knowing that, it was one of the final things I wanted to express, and for all the subtle or sub-conscious reasons I already noted.

If anyone wants to email me (matt5190@hotmail.com), I'll be busy at work trying my hand at becoming a proffessional gambler.

P.P.P.S. Don't feel bad about any of the words that I ever wrote, unless a person with 10 highschool credits is someone who you listen to. Hey, I guess that explains my flaws in grammer and the general butchering of the English language!

And lastly, note the sarcasm in this post, but that I'm also being half-serious too.

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Replies:

Professional Gambler? -- CCS, 15:28:13 02/21/04 Sat
- Yup. -- Matteo, 16:52:54 02/21/04 Sat
  - Re: Yup. -- CCS, 01:44:42 02/22/04 Sun
    - Re: Yup. -- Matteo, 02:57:42 02/22/04 Sun
      - Ok... -- JPIII, 09:09:33 02/22/04 Sun
        Re: Ok... -- Matteo, 12:46:13 02/22/04 Sun
      - Re: Yup. -- CCS, 10:57:22 02/22/04 Sun
      - Re: Yup. -- this is where the name goes, 14:43:48 02/23/04 Mon
        Re:Yup -- Matteo, 18:43:50 02/23/04 Mon
        Was I supposed to be insulted? (NT) -- Wes (yeah, now I have the balls), 19:08:15 02/23/04 Mon
        Welcome to the Hotel California -- JP, 20:58:05 02/23/04 Mon
        On the subject of me -- CCS, 22:01:59 02/23/04 Mon
        Re: Welcome to the Hotel California -- Wes, 14:46:23 02/24/04 Tue
        I'm quite stupid you know -- Wes, 14:51:33 02/24/04 Tue
        Re: Welcome to the Hotel California -- Matteo, 16:53:57 02/24/04 Tue
Re: Well, er, I mean, um, thank you for reviewing my post! -- Unknown, 16:08:24 02/21/04 Sat